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The Gravity of Us (Elements 4)

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“What is it, Graham?”

His body slowly turned away from me, and he stared at the blinking lights on the tree. My eyes watched as his lips moved so slowly. “Being around you does something strange to me, something that hasn’t happened in such a long time.”

“What happens?”

He took my hand in his then led it to his chest, and his next words came out as a whisper. “My heart begins to beat again.”

“Are we okay?” Graham asked a few days after Easter as I drove him to the airport to catch his flight. His publisher needed him to fly out to New York City to do interviews and a few book signings around the city. He’d been putting off taking trips ever since Talon was born, but he was being forced to attend the meetings. It was the first time he’d be away from Talon for a weekend, and I could tell he was filled with nerves about the separation. “I mean, after our talk the other night?”

I gave him a smile and nodded. “It’s fine, really.”

It was a lie.

Ever since he mentioned that feelings for me lived inside of his chest, I hadn’t been able to stop thinking about it. But, since he had been brave enough to be more like me by feeling everything that night, I was forcing myself to be more like him by trying to feel a

little less.

I wondered if this was what his whole life was like, feeling everything only in the shadows.

“Okay.”

As we pulled up to the airport, I climbed out to help him with his suitcases. I grabbed Talon from the back seat, and Graham held her so close to his chest. His eyes glassed over as he looked at his daughter.

“It’s only three days,” I told him.

He nodded once. “Yes, I know, it’s just…” His voice dropped and he kissed Talon’s forehead. “She’s my world.”

Oh, Graham Cracker.

He made it so hard not to fall for him.

“If you need anything, day or night, call me. I mean, I’ll be calling you every break I get.” He paused and bit his bottom lip. “Do you think I should cancel and stay home? She had a bit of a fever this morning.”

I laughed. “Graham, you can’t cancel. Go to work, and then come back to us.” I paused at my word choice and gave him a tight smile. “Back to your daughter.”

He nodded then kissed her forehead once more. “Thank you, Lucille, for everything. I don’t trust many people, but I trust you with my world.” He touched my arm lightly before handing Talon over to me and leaving.

The moment I placed Talon in her car seat, she started screaming, and I tried my best to calm her down. “I know, little lady.” I buckled her in and kissed her forehead. “I’m gonna miss him, too.”

The next day Mari asked me to take a bike ride with her, but since I had Talon, it became a stroller hike. “She’s just beautiful,” Mari said, smiling down at Talon. “She has Mama’s eyes, just like Lyric, doesn’t she?”

“Oh yeah, and Mama’s sassiness, too.” I laughed as we started walking toward the beginning of the trail. “I’m glad we’re finally getting to spend some time together, Mari. I feel like even though we live in the same apartment, I hardly ever see you. I didn’t even get to ask how seeing Sarah went.”

“I didn’t see her,” she blurted out, making me pause my steps.

“What?”

“She wasn’t even in town,” she confessed, her eyes darting around nervously.

“What are you talking about, Mari? You were gone all weekend. Where were you?”

“With Parker,” Mari said nonchalantly, as if her words weren’t drenched in toxicity.

My eyes stayed narrowed. “I’m sorry, come again?”

“A while back, he stopped by Monet’s again when you were out, and I agreed to see him. We’ve been talking for a few months now.”

Months?!



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