She rose, strode back, poured a second glass of wine. “Anniversary. Of course. When else could it be?”
“Anniversary?” Iona’s eyes went wide. “Mine? The day I came, met you? But you said that hadn’t worked. The day I met Boyle? That anniversary?”
“No, not yours. Sorcha’s. The day she died. The anniversary of her death, and the day she took Cabhan to ash. That day, in our time, is when we end it. When we will. Not a sabbat or esbat. Not a holy day. Sorcha’s day.”
“The day the three were given her power,” Fin stated. “The day they became, and so you became. You’re right. It was right there, and not one of us saw it.”
“Now we do.” She raised her glass. “Now we can finish it.”
15
SHE FELT REVIVED, REENERGIZED. BRANNA ACTIVELY enjoyed preparing the meal—and Iona did very well with her end of it—enjoyed sitting around Fin’s dining room with her circle, despite the fact that the bulk of the dinner conversation centered on Cabhan.
Now, in fact, maybe because of it.
Because she could see it clear, how it could and would be done. The when and the how of it. Risks remained, and they’d face them. But she could believe now as Connor and Iona believed.
Right and light would triumph over the dark.
And was there a finer way to end an evening than sitting in the steaming, bubbling water of Fin’s hot tub drinking one last glass of wine and watching a slow, fluffy snowfall?
“You’ve been a surprise to me, Finbar.”
He reclined across from her, lazy-eyed. “Have I now?”
“You have indeed. Imagine the boy I knew building this big house with all its style and its luxuries. And the boy a well-traveled and successful man of business. One who roots those businesses at home. I wouldn’t have thought a dozen years back I’d be indulging myself in this lovely spot of yours while the snow falls.”
“What would you have thought?”
“Considerably smaller, I’d have to say. Your dreams grew larger than mine, and you’ve done well with them.”
“Some remain much as they were.”
She only smiled, glided her foot along his leg under the frothy water.
“It feels we could be in some chalet in Switzerland, which I like, but I wonder you didn’t put this in that room with all the windows, the way it’s situated so private and opening to the woods.”
He drank some wine. “I had that room built with you in mind.”
“Me?”
“With the hope one day you’d marry me as we planned, live here with me. And make your workshop there.”
“Oh, Fin.” His wish, and her own, twined together to squeeze her heart.
“You like the open when you work, the glass so you can look out, the feel of being out, is what appeals to you. Snug enough inside, but with that open to bring the out in to you. So the glass room facing the woods gives you the private and the open at once.”
She couldn’t speak for a moment, didn’t want her voice to shake when she did. “If I had the magicks to change what is, to transform them into what I’d wish them to be, it would be that, to live and to work here with you. But we have this.”
She set her wineglass in the holder, flowed over to him, to press body to body. “We have today.”
He skimmed a hand down her hair, down to where it dipped and floated over the water. “No tomorrows.”
“Today.” She laid her cheek against his. “I’m with you, you’re with me. I never believed, or let myself believe, we could have this much. Today is the world for me, as you are. It may never be enough, and still.” She drew back, just a little. “It’s all.”
She brushed his lips with hers, slid into the kiss with all the tenderness she owned.
She would give him all she had to give him. And all was love. More than her body, but through her body her heart. It had always been his, would always be, so the gift of it was simple as breathing.