“Yeah, and the picture. You insisted nothing happened between you two.” Archer sends me one of those skeptical, raised eyebrow looks he’s so good at. “Not sure if I believe you though. What with Bryn’s, uh, panties on display.”
“You shouldn’t believe me,” I say, offering the waitress a grim smile when she sets my drink in front of me, her cle**age practically in my face. Ignoring her boobs, I grab the glass, slam back the vodka with one long swallow and hand it back to her. “Another one, please.”
“Right away,” she says with a nod before she leaves.
“Damn, dude. Slow down,” Gage says. “I don’t want to be the one driving your drunk ass home.”
I wave a hand. “I’ll take a cab.”
“No, you won’t,” Archer says firmly. “Tell us what happened, Matt. Where’s Bryn? Ivy says she left. As in left town. Seems sort of extreme.”
“She did leave. The article and photo proved too much for her. She quit. Moved back home.” I hate my dad for making this happen. Hate even more how he thought he’d been doing me a favor.
I’d been too much for her too, though. She said she’d planned on giving her notice before that stupid article came out. Before we even left for New York. She was going to leave me. After everything that had happened between us, before she would’ve given me another chance, she would’ve walked.
Great. I got my chance, and she still bailed. My heart literally f**king hurts at not having her around.
“Where’s the waitress with my drink?” I mutter, glaring at Archer and Gage. They both visibly recoil, not that I give a damn. I’m always the nice one. The easygoing guy who doesn’t give anyone much shit.
Lately, I am the furthest thing from nice and easygoing. They’re all lucky I’m holding it together because I feel like at any moment I could totally lose it.
“Hey.” Gage’s firm voice makes me meet his gaze. “What happened with you and your dad?”
I shrug. They knew Vinnie was behind this; I told them when I came home. I just haven’t talked about it since. I’ve been too busy wallowing in my misery. “I called and confronted him right after we got back.”
“And?”
“And he denied he did it at first. Kept asking why he would do something like that to his own son, but I kept throwing it back in his face. I never once believed him. I finally broke him down.”
I shook my head, offering a whisper of thanks when the waitress returned with a fresh drink. Archer waved her off when she lingered, and I held the glass up to them as if in salute. “He admitted he tipped off the reporter. They spotted Bryn and me at a restaurant in the hotel and took some pictures there. But then they somehow caught sight of us in the hotel room window and decided those were the better photos to put on the site.” I drained my glass and set it on the table.
“So your dad is responsible,” Gage says, shock in his voice. The look of disgust on my friend’s face says it all.
“Yeah. The ass**le,” I mutter, sadness filling me despite my anger. That my dad could be so heartless and do something like this to me.
It sucks. Our relationship is beyond repair. At least for now. I can’t even fathom talking to him again, sharing anything personal with him, even speaking to him casually. Hell, I wouldn’t send the man a f**king Christmas card. He’s ruined everything.
He’ll have to grovel on his hands and knees before I’d consider talking to him again.
“And Bryn left,” Gage says.
“She did.” I nod, my head a little dizzy. I can feel the alcohol coursing through my blood and I wait for the numbness. I welcome the f**king numbness. “We can call off the bet you know.”
“Wait . . . what?” The confused expression on Archer’s face could almost be laughable if I wasn’t drowning in my misery.
“Call it off. I won’t collect. I can’t.” I pick up my glass, remember it’s empty and set it down again with an irritated growl. “Bryn and I had sex. Amazing, fantastic, never-to-be-had-again sex.”
“You sly, lying dog,” Gage starts, but Archer shoots him a look. Gage shuts up.
“And she left you anyway. That’s tough bro. I’m sorry,” Archer says cautiously. Funny how knowing he’s about to be a father makes a man suddenly turn compassionate. The Archer of old would’ve given me endless crap about this.
The new Archer who’s madly in love with Ivy and excited about becoming a dad has become . . . considerate of my feelings.
Yes. I’m having a total Oprah moment. I blame the vodka.
“Tough doesn’t come close to what it is.” I smile, but it feels like my face is cracking in two. “Do you know that stupid site ran the article and then they said nothing else? Some other sites picked it up, but then another scandal broke out, I can’t even remember what. Rendering me and Bryn long forgotten. That’s how much of a nonentity I’ve become. And you know what? I love that. I don’t miss the fans and the photographers and the crap. I miss playing ball. I’ll always miss that but otherwise, yeah. I’m over it. I have a new life. A new career that I love and I found a woman I could love too. Instead she leaves me.”
Damn, I sound pitiful and morose even to my own ears.
“All right. We’re calling off the bet,” Archer says, his expression full of worry. “But—”
“You’re going to let her go, huh?” Gage asks, interrupting Archer. “Just let her walk away and forget all about her?”