I feel it happening again, this darkness that takes over as I gasp in air and wish it would all stop. I’m slipping backward faster than I ever could have imagined.
In the distance I hear Zander calling my name. Once, twice, then it fades. At least it gave me a moment to breathe.
I don’t want to be this way.
It was a moment. Only a moment.
There’s only one truth that I know as I sit here in the cold dark. I’m not okay.