“You couldn’t survive me, Gianna.” It was just a statement of fact. “Nothing fragile ever does.”
Staring at a piece of glass that was so close to my feet it reflected my sparkly nail polish, the broken tumbler took on another meaning.
It was me, after this man was done with me.
The panic attack he’d witnessed two years ago was suddenly loud between us. And, unfortunately, it wouldn’t be the last he’d ever see.
My mind was spinning, and I blurted the first thing that came to mind. “You killed Charming.”
He didn’t blink at the nickname. “He’s not the first.”
“And won’t be the last?” I mused. “What about me, Officer? Would you kill me?”
I held my breath as he stepped forward, lightly grasping my throat.
“It would make my life a lot easier,” he drawled, caressing my fluttering pulse with a thumb before pressing down on it slightly. His hand on me, rough, and covered in the blood of all his enemies—and most likely innocents—shouldn’t affect me the way it did. But I was burning up, and I needed more. So much more.
Nonetheless, he stepped away from me.
I turned to follow him with my eyes as he walked around the island. “I know you probably already feel awful about it, but you missed my birthday this year.”
“Awful,” he agreed, his voice dry.
“See, I knew it. But that’s okay, because you can make it up to me now.”
“Ah.” A small smile pulled on a corner of his lips. “You want your present.”
Of the physical sort, yes. I wanted my clothes off. I wanted to drop to my knees and make this man feel good. I wanted his hands on me, his head between my legs. And if I survived all of that, I wanted him inside me. I knew it would be the best sex I’d ever had.
My eyes must have conveyed my thoughts, because his gaze darkened. “I’m not one of your admirers. I’m not going to hold my dick and pine over you, just waiting for the day you might choose me. If I fuck you, Gianna, nobody else ever will.”
My stomach dropped, and I almost choked on my next breath.
“If you don’t get your ass out of my apartment while you still can”—his voice drifted to a dark rasp—“there’s no going back from this.”
A shiver rolled down my spine.
He would tie himself to a relationship with me just because we’d had sex? Why? I was sure he didn’t apply the same stipulations to his other women, or surely, they’d all agree animatedly. Maybe he was just trying to scare me, but regardless, I wasn’t going to underestimate him this time, not now that I knew he was his own man and that he could easily hold my future in his palm if he wanted to.
I didn’t want another man controlling my life, especially one who hated that he was even attracted to me.
A piece of glass cut into my foot, and I winced but quietly made my way to the door. “This has been riveting, but, honestly, it’s a little intense for a first date. I’m going to have to be more particular about who I swipe right on from now on.”
His narrowed gaze fell to my feet. “You’re bleeding.”
I laughed with an angry edge. “Don’t get me started on blood, Allister. You’re buying me a new rug.”
“Stop.”
I ignored him. “By the way, I had to convince Shaniqua I was your girlfriend and that I thought you were a cheating bastard. Hope that’s okay.”
Before I realized he was so close, he grabbed me by the waist from behind and picked me up. It felt like I was a Pollyanna doll being tugged around. “Put me down, Allister. I don’t sleep with feds.”
“If I decided I wanted you, sleep is not the word I would use.”
He set me on the bathroom counter, and for some reason, a rush of nerves shot through me.
“Why don’t you want me?” I asked. “Is it because your good looks would pale beside mine?”