Maddox blinked hard. “I suppose that’s one plan.”
“You on board?” Ben straddled him again, trailing his fingers down Maddox’s chest.
“Yeah.” Maddox nodded sharply. “I should make you talk more—”
“But that’s not what either of us really wants. Talk later.” Ben reached for the lube. He got his fingers slick, loving how Maddox’s eyes went wide and dark. Yeah, he wanted this, every bit as much as Ben did. Fingering himself, he kept eye contact, let Maddox see how turned on he was at the thought of having Maddox inside him.
“Don’t strain your shoulder,” Maddox scolded as he got his own fingers slick. Ben withdrew his hand, welcoming Maddox’s touch. “You like this, yeah? Because you don’t have to prove—”
“Want to fuck.” Ben rocked backward against Maddox’s questing fingers. “Want you in me. Want to watch you come undone under me. Want to get you off.”
Maddox’s fingers were longer than Ben’s, and he lit up that spot inside Ben with firm caresses. Despite the reluctance, Maddox clearly knew what he was doing. He licked his lips when Ben moaned. “Want that too. Fuck but you drive me crazy too.”
“Love it when you curse.” Not in the mood for being patient, Ben grabbed the condoms, tore one off the strip, and reached for Maddox’s cock. “This is gonna feel so good.”
“Yeah, it is.” Withdrawing his fingers, Maddox groaned as Ben rolled the condom down, then slathered it with more lube and touches than strictly necessary.
The heft of the thick shaft in his hand made Ben’s muscles clench and he couldn’t wait a minute longer, moving so that he could lower himself down. Maddox’s cock was wide and it had been a while since Ben had done this particular act, but he welcomed the burn and stretch. There was nothing quite like getting fucked for pushing him out of his head, making it so that the only thing he could focus on was the fuck, the raw need inside himself. And damn but did Maddox fill up that need and wanting like nothing else ever had, meeting all Ben’s frantic energy with a quiet steadiness that promised a safe place to let go of every single thought except for how much he loved this.
He rocked back slowly, taking more and more, the whole time watching Maddox’s face, which had gone slack with lust.
“Feels so good. Perfect,” Maddox murmured, hands stroking Ben’s thighs and ass.
“Yeah, it is.” Ben looked down at him, tenderness making his voice rough.
“Why do we keep getting in our own way?” Maddox looked up at him, eyes dark pools. “Hate arguing with you. Hate fighting. Just want to make you happy.”
“You do.” Ben was far less capable of stringing together words than Maddox right then, so he bent forward, claiming Maddox’s mouth in a bruising kiss, trying to tell him with his lips how much he cared, how happy Maddox made him, how crappy it had been not get to claim him all evening, how much he’d needed this all damn day. All his damn life if he were being truly honest. Couldn’t remember ever not needing Maddox like this.
He’d been intending to fuck hard and fast, but his body had other plans, riding Maddox slow and steady as they kissed and made-out. Made up really, kisses gentling, hands soothing, tension leaving.
“Wanna stay like this forever.” Ben’s mouth was sputtering utter nonsense and he was beyond caring.
“Me too,” Maddox groaned. God, Ben could live forever on the affection in his gaze.
“Want more? Want me to go faster?” Ben asked as the need built inside him. He palmed his cock, showing Maddox how hard this made him, how much he wanted this.
“Yeah.” Maddox brushed aside Ben’s hand to be the one to stroke him. “Ride me.”
“Gonna get you off.” Ben bucked his hips faster. “Need this. Need your cock.”
“Do it,” Maddox urged. “Go hard. Please.”
“God, I love it when you beg.”
“Yeah?” Maddox’s laugh was a strangled sound. “You make me crazy. Make me need things I never...”
“Me too.” Ben groaned with the weight of the admission.
“Please, Ben. Please. Can’t...hold back.”
Ben was never ever going to get tired of that ragged voice urging him on, begging him to come. “More.”
“Need to come. Please. You’re going to get me there.” Maddox’s hand sped up Ben’s cock. “Want you to get me off.”
“That’s it. Come apart for me, Mad. Let me feel it.” Ben rode harder, switching the angle so that Maddox’s thick cockhead pressed right against his sweet spot on every upstroke. He was painfully close now, but watching Maddox was almost better than letting himself tumble over the edge.
“Ben. Love this. Oh God, I need you. Please.” Maddox’s big body vibrated with tension under Ben.
“That’s right. Come for me.” Ben slammed his hips down at the same instant that his mouth found Maddox’s again. Maddox’s free hand cupped Ben’s ass, urging him on faster, and he whimpered into Ben’s mouth. He was close, so close, and it was all Ben’s doing.