"You were in New York when I was—you arranged to be on that flight, didn't you? In the seat next to mine. Oh, God, maybe you own the damned airline, too!"
"Just some shares." How could he be so cool, so nonchalant?
Eve slammed her glass down on the table, spilling some wine. He lifted an eyebrow and refilled the glass for her, reducing her to a state of impotent fury.
"And I suppose you had me followed all the time I was in New York? That's why you mentioned Randall, why you implied—" Against her will, remembering the night with Randall, Eve felt her face flaming. She could almost have wept with frustration and embarrassment.
"I didn't have to have you followed, Eve. You were being kept damn busy, weren't you? And as for Randall Thomas, everyone knows he likes to make the new girls in town—through the back door, isn't that right?"
She stared at him, and he looked back at her. Eve felt the heat in her face spread right through her body.
She said stiffly, having to force the words out, "Knowing what you know, I'm just surprised that you still want to—to—"
He reached across the table, stilling the convulsive movement of her fingers as they played with the stem of her wineglass.
"That particular wine's better downed than spilled,
Eve. Hell, what makes you think I'm likely to condemn you for anything you've done? I'm not a David Zimmer. Shit, I've never tried to hide what I've done or-what I am—and the only thing I haven't been is a hypocrite."
She felt compelled to fling back at him, "That's because you've never had to conform. To live by other people's rules. You've always been—"
He released her hand, leaning back in the chair. "Set apart by the money I inherited? I guess you're right there. Sure, it's given me freedom—or license, if you will—to do as I damn well please. My grandfather tried to teach me to look at it as a responsibility. But I was too young to understand when he died, and I had other teachers—" He broke-off abruptly, draining his glass, filling it again with the last of the wine. "Well, Eve? Do you want to run away, or will you stay?"
She stayed. She was tired, she'd had too much wine to drink, and he had, in some subtle, indefinable way, challenged her.
They went back to bed—and the bed was big enough for them both to lie in it without touching. Strange that the man she was in bed with, knowing they would spend the night together, wake up in the morning together, wasn't David. Randall—or the others she'd let fuck her mindlessly, thoughtlessly—didn't count. All the lights below made a kind of glow that washed in through the enormous window wall. She liked the music; it was soothing, mind-emptying.
Later that night, he made love to her again, and then they both slept—she heavily and dreamlessly, and he lightly and restlessly.
/> Getting used to having a woman, the same woman, around all of the time, and particularly having her sleep beside him in his bed, would take getting used to. The first since Syl—if he didn't count the women in Vietnam who'd had no homes to go to. He wasn't used to it yet, but he felt somehow that it wouldn't be too hard to adjust to having Eve around. She was quiet, she walked and moved gracefully, and yet, dressed or undressed, she was one of the sexiest women he'd ever known. They were still strangers to each other—almost adversaries—and there would be a lot of changes in his way of life. But he'd already thought about that, hadn't he?
Brant moved onto his side, instinctively tugging the sheet up over Eve's sleeping body before he did. That instinct—was it a sign? He couldn't help but wonder how it would be to have someone else to consider besides himself. What would it be like, living with a woman, taking her with him when he felt like traveling? But he'd made up his mind. Deliberately, he stilled his thoughts, closing his eyes and emptying his mind until sleep overtook him again.
Brant had called his attorney the previous evening while Eve lay sleeping, and he arrived early in the morning with a briefcase full of papers. It was only 10:00 a.m., but Brant had already been awake for a couple of hours before then. Already showered and shaved, he was eating breakfast in the sunny dining room when Jamison announced that Mr. Dorman had arrived.
Wilson Dorman was an old man. He had known Brant's grandfather and had helped draw up his will. While it was impossible for one man to handle all of his complex affairs, Dorman was the only one Brant trusted with the really personal matters. Now the white-haired Dorman, who had known about Syl and his client's lifestyle and excesses, sat across from Brant at the polished mahogany table, refusing his offer of breakfast. Like Jamison, Wilson Dorman had long since trained himself not to show any emotion. This morning, however, he was, if not exactly rattled, slightly discomposed and patently cautious, wondering if perhaps his instructions of the previous afternoon had not been brought about by some drug-induced moment of weakness.
Brant gave him a cup of coffee and went upstairs to wake Eve. She came down about a half hour later with smudges under her eyes, but otherwise quiet and composed. She was wearing beige corduroy pants and a rust-colored silk shirt, with a gold Tiffany heart on a thin chain around her neck to match her earrings. She looked younger, not as polished and sophisticated as she had appeared on the early news show Dorman had occasionally watched. He noticed that she seemed not quite wideawake and almost confused as she tried to read through the papers he kept handing her across the table.
"You're going to be an extremely rich young woman," he commented once. Was there a slight undertone of disapproval in his voice? Perhaps he was wondering if she was a—a golddigger—or did anyone use that expression now? Eve looked almost desperately across at Brant, who rescued her from having to say something in reply.
"She knows that, Wilson. And she'll probably do a better job of managing the damn money than I ever could—or cared to do. This is a sudden decision for us both," he offered in explanation. "I guess we can go through all these papers again after we're married and things have settled down. For now, why don't we skip reading through the fine print and just sign whatever has to be signed right away? Just read out aloud all the really important clauses—whatever Eve really ought to know about—and that should take care of the preliminaries, shouldn't it?" He glanced at Eve. "Is that okay with you, Eve?"
"It—that's fine. Thank you."
She tried to concentrate while Dorman told her dryly and at considerable length what he thought she ought to be aware of. Nothing really sank in. She watched Brant signing papers, his hair reflecting the sunlight that slanted in through the open windows. And then, her hands shaking, she signed, too, not really understanding anything that was happening except that once these papers had been notarized she would be suddenly rich, not belonging wholly to herself anymore.
Dorman left at last, and it was almost noon by then; there was nothing left to talk about or do. They were still in the dining room downstairs, and Brant had opened the doors that led out onto another terrace. A light breeze blew in, carrying with it the faint sea smell of the bay.
Eve moved around the room nervously, studying abstract paintings and the carefully arranged bowls of flowers. Upstairs, half-dressed, she had seemed desirable and somehow even vulnerable, but now that she was dressed again, Brant thought she seemed to have become withdrawn and almost impersonal—even slightly afraid of him again. Watching her, Brant wondered once more, as he had done so many times during the night that was past, at the speed and finality of his decision to marry her—and why he had chosen her, of all the women he had known. Sure, the reasons he had given her before were all valid, still were—but were they the only reasons? And was he making a mistake in choosing for his wife a woman who had admitted she wanted another man—or was that the whole point of it, that she represented a challenge he wasn't used to facing?
Tired of introspection, he asked her abruptly if she'd like to go sailing, and she accepted quickly, sounding almost relieved.
CHAPTER THIRTY
EVE LOVED BEING out on the bay—the movement and salt-sea smell of the water, the gulls' shrieking cries, and the wind blowing in her face, blowing back her hair. Because it was choppy that day and she wasn't used to sailing, Brant had decided to take out his cabin cruiser instead—there would be plenty of deck space for sunbathing, and he told her, critically, that she needed some sun.
Eve changed into her new, brief bikini in the forward cabin and came out to join him on deck after they'd gone out several miles. The water was not too choppy out here; there was a slight swell and an occasional white-capped wave to rock them.