Dear Maverick (Love Letters 3)

I dream of you, too. All night. Every night.

The wicked things you do to me are just sinful.

When I wake up, I’m always disappointed to find it was just a dream. My body is equally upset it’s my fingers exploring and not your hard, calloused ones.

Such is life.

Waiting for you,

True

Shit.

Did she just admit to rubbing one out while thinking of me?

Chapter Eight

True

Baby girl,

Did you just admit to fondling yourself while thinking of me? If so, that’s fucking hot. I’ve gotten quite the workout with thoughts of you as well, so you aren’t alone in that.

Those pictures… True, you fucking amaze me. I can’t wait to get my hands on you.

Only 4 more months, and I’ll have you all to myself, and I expect the same treatment of your body to happen in front of me, we clear on that?

Baby girl, there’s nothing in the fucking world that would keep me away from you. I’m not going to be disappointed or turned off. I know exactly what I’m getting myself into with you, and I look forward to every crazy second of it.

I’m just as invested in you as you are in me. In our time, we’ll figure shit out.

Yours,

Maverick

He steals my breath. With every word, every demand, he makes me melt with very little effort. I’ll miss him like crazy while he’s gone. Which is beyond insane since he’s not really here. It’s just going to be a few extra weeks before I get another letter from him.

I can handle that.

I totally can.

Two months later

I lied. I can’t handle it.

It’s been two months and not a word from him. Lena checked with his parents, and they haven’t heard hide nor hair from him either, which wasn’t necessarily a bad thing. It simply means his escort mission has been prolonged. Or maybe they’re helping build the school.

I very well can’t be angry about that. I’m not that selfish.

Except…

I’m terrified. I’ve never done this before.

Not the long-distance thing. Not the soldier thing. And definitely not the whole sort of kind of blind date thing.

I don’t know how to react to any of this.

“Take that stick out of your ass and eat something, True.” Lena has basically moved in since the second week of Maverick being gone.