We Free the Stars (Sands of Arawiya 2)
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“How do you think to rule, mutt?”
Nasir’s shadows disappeared.
He dropped his hands, and the Lion’s shadows struck him, threw him. Zafira shouted as he was flung back against the metal gates. He fell without a sound.
And didn’t move.
She swallowed her cry, and fired. Her arrow whistled across the courtyard until the Lion snatched it in its deadly path.
Her heart lodged in her throat, at the reminder of what she needed to do.
“I’ve lost count of the sunsets I’ve witnessed, the men I’ve slain, and the books I’ve devoured—that is how long I’ve sustained upon this earth, azizi. Did you really think to kill me with a twig?” He snapped the arrow in half and caged her with a gust of darkness.
Bint Iskandar.
The Jawarat’s fear gripped her as the shadows did. They writhed around her, winding relentlessly, pressing the air from her lungs.
She refused to cower. “Did you really think we’d burn down Arawiya’s history?”
It was ironic, she thought, that the very thing he valued most would now be his downfall. If I live.
He ignored her. “What is it about the weak that draws you to them, azizi?”
“I don’t—” She started to protest, before she realized she didn’t owe him an answer. She owed him nothing. “Release me.”
“So bold,” the Lion tsked. “What if I killed you instead?”
Between one careful breath and the next, the Lion moved from the shambles of the fountain to the shadows trapping her in the center of the courtyard. His long fingers skimmed her neck and gripped her chin. Blood trickled down her throat, warm and thick. She shivered.
Claws. Sweet snow below.
“Why?” he asked suddenly. The question wasn’t tempered or conniving. It was merely him trying to understand. “Why are you trying so hard to stop me?”
Skies, he was truly mad.
“Look around you,” Zafira said, trying to keep the hysteria from her voice. “Where is the sun? Where are the people? You might have controlled Ghameq, but he had his limits, and even if we feared him, the known devil is better than an unknown saint.”
“Is it the devil you seek, azizi?” He was mocking her. Then he read her face and canted his head. “Do my people not deserve the freedom of yours? Do you know how it feels to stand beside others forged of the same flesh and bone and still be treated as inferior? As someone undeserving?”
Of course she did. Every girl was born to that unfortunate truth.
If her head weren’t tipped back, she would have spat at his feet. “This is not how one seeks freedom. Your cause might have been noble once, but you lost your way long ago.”
He clucked his tongue, but she wasn’t surprised. He wouldn’t acquiesce to the truth. “Never, azizi. Though I wondered as much, when I could no longer remember why my soul craved vengeance. Why I desired knowledge, enough that I inked the word upon my face. I thought Sharr had driven me mad, but it was only that wretched book. Thieving me of my past.”
The Jawarat did not recoil from his wrath. Laa, it matched his with its own. It wanted the black dagger in Zafira’s hand. It wanted the blade buried in his chest. But the shadows held her in place.
This close, she could hear his heartbeat.
“I had always been one for the written word, even then. You witnessed my memory. You saw them refuse me tutelage by stoning my father to death. When one is denied a thing, is it not normal to crave it? When that denial comes through violence, that need will do the same.”
So he had gleaned it all. He started with Benyamin’s library, learning Safaitic from the safi himself before using that knowledge to enact his reign of darkness. It wasn’t enough. He was banished to Sharr along with his people, and so he used Ghameq to devour what he could from the Great Library, mastering incantations and Arawiya’s long-lost secrets as he awaited his freedom.
He wanted and he received, and an endless wanting created greed. From knowledge, he desired power, and power made his gaze stray to the Gilded Throne.
He watched her connect one dot to the other. “Sarasin is where my people will live. Not the graveyard of the safin, a land defiled by their filth.”
What of the heart? she almost asked, but it was clear, wasn’t it? He could not create a home for his kind and destroy another without magic, nor could he do what he wished with the limited morsels the Sisters’ amplifiers provided. And why share and invite trouble when he could keep magic to himself, rendering him as powerful as the Sisters of Old themselves?