Her eyes burn with desire as she signals her agreement with a nod. I lead her inside and into our bedroom that overlooks the Pacific Ocean.
She drops her bag on the bed and stands in front of the floor-to-ceiling window. “Oh my God, this view is amazing!”
I move behind her and run my hands down over her hips and ass and then around to the front of the pants she’s wearing. Hooking my fingers in the waistband, I slowly lower them while speaking against her ear, “After our shower, I want you naked in front of this window with your lips around my cock.” Her pants hit the floor and I remove her panties. Pushing her body against the window, I growl, “After you make me come, I’m going to slam you up against this glass and fuck you harder than I’ve ever fucked you.”
She moans, and it’s the sweetest fucking sound I’ve heard in weeks. Christ, I might not make it into the shower.
As I move my hand towards her pussy, she covers it with her hand and says, “Shower, Ashton. I’m not fucking you while I’m this dirty.”
I hold her in place, refusing to allow her out of my hold just yet. “I don’t care how dirty you are. It’s been almost two weeks since I’ve had you.”
Another moan falls from her lips as she rests her head against my shoulder. The way her body sways against mine, coupled with that sound almost makes me ignore everything she’s saying and slam inside her.
I drop my hands and step away. “Okay, go. I’ll be in there in a minute.” I want to give her some space to get clean so she’s ready for me, but I also need a moment of my own.
I need to slow myself down. After our separation, my desire to have her in my life in every way possible is intense. For the first time ever, my attention is focused more on a woman than on my business. And while there’s not a flicker of doubt in my mind that Lorelei is my future, this is all new territory for me.
Where I once was guarded and cautious, I’m ready to throw that caution to the wind. I’m ready to make this relationship the centre of my entire life, whatever that entails. This exhilarates me more than anything has in a long time. So in an effort not to overwhelm Lorelei, I need to slow myself down.
I leave the bedroom and walk out to the back deck and let the sun warm me for a few minutes. My gaze sweeps over Jack’s property, taking in the pool to the side and the beach the house backs onto. He’s had this place for about five years, and I’ve always loved coming to it because the ocean calms me. It was that same calming effect that convinced me to buy my Hawaiian property. And it’s working on me now. After five minutes, I’m ready to join Lorelei in the shower.
As I enter the bathroom, I pull my shirt over my head and drop it to the floor. Lorelei has her head back while she washes her hair, and my eyes take the same path as the cascading water down her naked body. My dick is already hard for her, but this sight only intensifies that. A few moments later, my clothes are off and I step into the shower with her.
She runs her hands over her hair, forcing the water away from her eyes, and moves close to me. Placing her palms to my chest, she briefly drops her gaze to my abs before looking back up at me and saying, “I don’t want to be away from you for this long ever again.”
I back her up against the tiles. “That won’t happen. I’ll make damn sure of it.”
Not wasting a second, I claim her lips and kiss her.
Fuck.
These lips.
This body.
This woman.
I know deep in my gut I can’t do this life without her. I got this far on my own, but I don’t want to take another step forward without her by my side.
She wraps a leg around my body, and then the other. I lift her at the same time and hold her up against the wall. “Fuck,” I rasp, “I wanted to take my time with this, but there’s no way in hell that’s happening.”
Clinging to me, she begs, “Don’t take your time. I need you inside me now.”
I thrust inside hard, and her moan fills the air.
Jesus.
How did I go so long without her?
Pulling out, I thrust inside again.
I’m like a fucking savage in the way I take what I want.
I don’t even stop to make sure Lorelei is getting what she needs.
I can’t.
Desire drives me to lose all connection with anything but my raw carnal need to fuck her.