Tremble: Erotic Tales of the Mystical and Sinister

the back of his brain as her fingertip pushed its way into his mouth. Alistair was convinced he was about to swoon. To complicate the matter further Lady Whistle sat on the desk and pressed against him. It was the nearest Alistair had ever been to a woman and the soft pillow of her breast felt as though it were burning a circle through his threadbare coat.

“The thirteenth member is the priest—the pure scholar,” she murmured, her breath licking the side of his face. “The cerebral virgin. Virgo. He is you.”

Alistair had the strong impression that reality had departed at some juncture and the room, himself, and the woman before him had seamlessly entered a dreamworld. A world where his preconceived notions of how women behaved—particularly those who were far above one’s station and therefore unattainable—had been turned topsy-turvy.

“You are a virgin, are you not?” she whispered, rolling her tongue around the word as if it were an exotic fruit.

Unable to speak, he nodded dumbly. She smiled and eased her finger out of his mouth. “Wonderful. The ritual must take place at the exact moment when the old astrological year passes into the new. From the wisdom of Pisces into the energetic child of the Ram, Aries. Midday on the spring equinox, the twenty-first of March.”

She caught up a shawl of heavy silk and swung it around her shoulders with a flourish. “That allows you six weeks to make a decision, Alistair. For, trust me, the ritual will take place.”

Sleep fled his tormented body and flapped around the bedroom like a trapped bird. Resigned, Alistair sat up to light a candle. He was still wondering whether his feverish imagination hadn’t conjured up the whole encounter. If Lady Whistle hadn’t scrawled the date and time she intended to conduct her bizarre rite on a slip of paper and fastened it to his lapel like a railway ticket pinned to a lost child, he might be inclined to believe that carnal frustration had indeed addled his brain. But no: there was the paper, as real as the moonlight creeping under the grimy curtain.

But what of his soul, Alistair thought; furthermore what of love? Or had that emotion become completely redundant among the aristocracy? He tried to rationalize but his logic was fuzzy with exhaustion. He had always imagined his first encounter would be of a passionate nature. A tender consummation of desire shared by common intellectual spirits. The image of the thirteenth participant, the priest, his bearded face infused with religious ecstasy appeared before the insomniac.

“You will experience a greater love than mere romance,” Lady Whistle had promised. “We thirteen shall form a human link to the cosmos. For a brief moment we too shall be gods.”

Was Lady Whistle’s sanity entirely whole, he wondered. But to see what she had built, to go back in time…? He had dreamed of this all his life: to walk with the Romans, to be worshipped like a deity, to be seduced like an emperor. He fell back against the pillow, sleep claiming him at last.

He was woken two hours later by a loud knocking.

“Mr. Sizzlehorn, there’s a servant ‘ere for you—a whippersnapper from Lady Whistle, so ‘e reckons. Wants words with you, he does, at this ungodly hour!” Mrs. Jellicoe bellowed through the door.

Alistair groaned. Throwing a worn silk dressing gown over his nightshirt, he ran across the freezing floorboards to open the door before Mrs. Jellicoe broke it down with her pounding.

Toby, immaculate in his uniform, his youthful face impossibly fresh for six in the morning, stood grinning on the other side. Mrs. Jellicoe, clad in a nightgown covered with a ridiculous number of satin bows, quilted roses, and other frivolities, peered fascinated over the valet’s shoulder.

“Thank you, Mrs. Jellicoe, I’ll deal with the matter now.”

“And make sure you keep your voices down—there’s folks still sleeping, Mr. Sizzlehorn. Lucky you’re one of me favorites, getting me up at this time and in winter too,” she muttered grumpily, pushing aside a mouse trap set upon the landing as she made her way heavily down the stairs.

Unperturbed, Toby turned to Alistair. “Lady Whistle wishes to know your answer,” he announced, one eyebrow raised critically as he caught a glimpse of the stark garret room.

“At this time of the morning? I thought I had six weeks.”

“My mistress keeps her own hours and waits for no one,” the valet replied, a sudden seriousness aging his face immediately.

Something snapped on the landing behind them. They both looked down; a mouse, its spine broken, thrashed its way to a slow death.

“Your answer, Mr. Sizzlehorn?”

“Tell her I say yes,” Alistair replied, his own world lurching into a myriad of new possibilities.

February rolled into March and spring began to lace the cold winds with hope. Across the Channel, Louis Napoleon declared himself Emperor Napoleon III; farther afield Englishmen flocked to the colony of New South Wales drawn by the discovery of gold; while at home the poet Tennyson continued his comfortable post as Poet Laureate.

Alistair had not seen his mysterious patroness after that fateful night. Ever since then she had insisted her valet collect the drawings directly from the museum. For the archaeologist, life reverted back to its normal drudgery, leavened only by the anticipation that began to grow like a canker deep within him as the spring equinox approached. He was both terrified and exhilarated. He felt like a man awaiting his own execution. Desperate to distract himself, he tried spending some of the newfound wealth Lady Whistle’s stipend had given him. Fighting against his inherent frugality he even attended the opera, but found that without a companion the experience merely highlighted his loneliness.

At one point he thought about seeking absolution and determined to confess the demonic arrangement to his one friend, a merchant from the Haymarket, Harry Holworthy. But when it came to it, he found himself telling the easygoing capitalist that he had received an unexpected inheritance from a maiden aunt. Harry urged him to invest the money in stocks—shares in the East India Company and a malt house in North Cumbria—rather than fritter it away. After purchasing a new suit, hat, gloves, and riding boots, Alistair took Harry’s advice and was delighted with the profit he accrued in a matter of weeks.

“This will see you through to an early retirement,” Harry had promised. “We shall make you a gentleman of leisure yet.”

As the third week of March drew near Alistair found himself wondering if he would be transformed; whether such deviancy would leave him jaded and incapable of any future love. But the vision of the penciled strokes he had copied so faithfully being brought to life—the quivering limbs, lithe flesh wound around flesh, breasts, buttocks, sex sliding into sex, with himself at the center, being caressed, stroked and worshipped—quickly dispelled any ethical dilemma. He had made a promise, a contract that could not be broken, he reminded himself piously, secretly thrilled to find a moral justification.

The nineteenth of March arrived. On his customary walk to work Alistair noticed that already the daffodils and crocuses were poking bright green shoots through the black soil of the flower beds. Sparrows had begun to collect twigs and the delirium of courtship seemed to be increasing everywhere, except in his own life. Fear not, my man, he said to himself, in three days’ time you shall be a changed creature, a debonair blade able to boast of such sophisticated, sensual delights as most men will never experience in a lifetime. After that you will be able to have whomever you choose. The soliloquy was consoling, and his pace picked up. With a whistle he strolled through the park toward the museum, now oblivious to the courting couples around him.

He had almost completed the final drawing for the catalogue—an erotic scene painted on a mirror showing a woman mounting the loins of her lover, one hand tenderly stretched out over his chest. In the background the faint outline of a male slave of the bedroom, a cubicularius, hovered discreetly. Alistair was just finishing the curves of the woman’s breasts with the most delicate of strokes when he became aware of the presence of someone else in the room.

“It must be an entirely absorbing task,” said a sweet, high female voice,