“I didn’t say anything,” Alexander said, unsure where to look, his fingers itching to touch everywhere. He swallowed when he noticed that Christian’s nipples were hard before he realized the most likely reason for it.
“You’re cold.” Alexander pulled off his coat and wrapped it around Christian’s shoulders.
Christian gave him a strange look. “So what are you doing here?” he asked, adjusting the coat slightly.
Alexander tried hard not to stare. Seeing Christian in his clothes did strange things to his insides. And to his dick.
“Alexander?”
Alexander averted his gaze from the dark fabric of his coat against Christian’s skin, but now his eyes were drawn back to the flushed sleepy face, rumpled hair and soft red lips. Christ. His heart was racing like he was sixteen again, heat pooling in his stomach and sneaking across his skin. He couldn’t think.
“I wanted to talk to you,” he said, stepping closer.
“About what?”
Alexander put his hands on the door behind Christian, effectively trapping him between his arms. He breathed in deeply, looking into the chocolate brown eyes.
Christian’s lips parted. “Alec? What are you—”
“I wish I’d refused when Mila suggested a threesome,” Alexander said hoarsely. “I wish I never knew this feeling. It’s not beautiful. It’s ugly. And terrifying.”
Christian swallowed. “Alec? Are you drunk or something?”
Alexander smiled crookedly, watching Christian’s Adam’s apple bob up and down. “I wish.”
He dipped his head and brushed his lips against the pale skin of Christian’s neck. Christian gasped, his body trembling with tension, like an arrow about to be fired from a bow. Alexander was pretty sure he was trembling as well, but he managed not to yank Christian to him. In fact, their bodies weren’t touching at all—except for his lips barely grazing Christian’s neck.
Christian whimpered, the sound small and barely audible, and Alexander finally sunk his teeth into the flesh and sucked hard, wanting to leave a mark for everyone to see.
He trailed open-mouthed kisses upwards until he found that spot right underneath Christian’s jaw that made him shudder. He sucked hard, nearly delirious with want. “What the fuck did you do to me?” he whispered, licking there.
Gasping, Christian grabbed his hair and pulled him back. He looked no better than Alexander felt: his eyes were glazed over, his cheeks were flushed and his breathing was labored. But he said, “Wait, we can’t—fuck, I want to—but we shouldn’t. You have a girlfriend—”
“Not anymore. We just broke up.” Seeing Christian’s wide-eyed look, Alexander said with a rueful smile, “I know the decent thing to do would be to wait, but…I can’t wait.” He leaned in again and kissed the corner of Christian’s mouth before pressing their cheeks together. He breathed his scent in, greedy. “Seriously, what did you do to me?” There was a great deal of resentment in his voice, and he couldn’t hide it.
Burying his fingers in Alexander’s hair, Christian pulled him back a little so that they looked at each other. “There’s nothing wrong with you, silly,” Christian said, his eyes smiling.
Alexander shook his head. “You have no idea what’s going on in my head. I have some—some really creepy thoughts that creep out even me. You’ll freak out if I tell you.”
Christian grinned, running his fingers through Alexander’s hair. “Try me. Don’t worry, I always knew you were a weirdo.”
Alexander laughed. “Do you take anything seriously?”
Christian dimpled at him. “Nope, but you totally love it.”
Alexander stared at his smile, trying to control the wave of want that had nothing to do with his dick. “Maybe I do.”
Christian’s smile faded, his dark eyes becoming serious. “Alec?”
Alexander leaned in again and brushed his lips against Christian’s cheek. “I want you,” he said tersely. “Say yes.”
Christian’s body went rigid. He whispered, “To what? What do you want with me? Sex?”
Alexander drew a shaky breath in, pressing his forehead against Christian’s. “Of course I want sex,” he said in a hoarse whisper. He gripped Christian’s hips hard, digging his fingers into his round buttocks. “I want to fuck you. Want to kiss and touch you everywhere. Want to feel you come on my cock.” Christian’s lips were trembling an inch away from his. Alexander could barely stop himself from kissing them. “I’ve never wanted anyone so much, and it creeps me out, but just sex would never be enough for me. I know you don’t do relationships, but I don’t do casual relationships.” He felt his lips twist. “And this… there’s nothing casual about this. So if you say yes, you’ll get the full package deal, whether you want it or not.”
He pulled back a little to see Christian better.
Christian’s eyes were wide and oddly vulnerable before a dazzling smile split his face. “Is cuddling included in the full package?” he asked, putting a hand on Alexander’s chest. “I’m very partial to cuddling.”
Alexander felt his heart beat faster. At that moment, looking at Christian’s smile, he thought he would agree to anything. “Special offer, only for you.”