I grab the nurse’s hand as she retreats. This is the only chance I’ll get to put a stop to this, and I won’t miss it for the world.
“Is something the matter, dear?” the nurse asks with a kind expression.
“H-help me. He’s going to hurt me.”
Asher’s grip on my hand turns painful, but even if the nurse looked down at our joined fingers, she’d only see his thumb moving over the back of mine as if caressing it.
When he speaks, it’s in pure concern. “Is it your assailant? Do you remember him, Rei?”
“No, that’s not it. I mean—”
“The police are outside, but Dr. Anderson advised against talking to them until you get further rest.” The nurse glances from me to Asher. “I can call them in.”
“It’s better if she rests first. I’m sure you understand with how much she’s been through.” He offers a m
illion-dollar smile that might or might not end up being a serial killer’s charming grin while he picks up his victims.
Even as I fight to get out from under his hold, I can’t deny how fatally attractive he is.
Is it…lust?
That’s the only reason I would be engaged to someone like him.
Well, shit. That’s even worse than losing my memories. Please tell me I’m not vain enough to glue myself to such an asshole just because of lust.
“You’re right.” The nurse falls into his scheme so easily, so readily. It would be ironic if I weren’t melting on the inside.
How can she not see his deception? His blatant lies?
She pats my hand on her way out. “The meds will take effect soon.”
“N-no—” My words are cut off when he muffles my mouth with his hand.
The door hisses open then closed after the nurse. I mumble, feeling my breath being cut off more with every second.
My lungs burn and my eyes well with tears at the lack of air.
I can’t breathe.
Shit. I can’t breathe.
My nails dig into his arm even with the crippling pain at my shoulder. Instead of letting me go, he watches my struggle with a curious glint, as if he wants to watch how I die. How I spit my last breath.
He’s going to kill me, isn’t he?
I came back to life just to die all over again.
My self-preservation instinct kicks in. I can’t die. My nails dig into his hard skin with all the energy I have, scratching and clawing.
He doesn’t budge.
If anything, his smirk widens, as if this is a circus and I’m his favorite act.
When I think I’m about to die, he removes his hand with ease. I suck in sharp breaths, choking on air.
Something soulless and dark creeps into his eyes, turning them almost black. “You think you can fight me?”
He strokes my hair behind my ear. The gesture is so gentle my breath catches. The way he flips between softness and cruelty is giving me whiplash.