It takes me several minutes to come down from the high, to catch my breath.
To actually breathe.
Why the hell have I waited this long to do this?
When I open my eyes, I find Asher watching me with intensity but also…affection and something else.
Something so sinister and tangible, I nearly taste it on my tongue.
Before I can get a better read of his expression, he releases my throat and crawls on top of me, his knees settle on either side of my face. He grabs his semi-hard cock in his fist and stares down at me. “You know what to do.”
“I...do?” I whisper, staring between him and his dick. “What am I—?”
“Shh, don’t talk. Use that mouth for something else.”
Does he want me to get him off? Didn’t he just come inside me? The evidence is still dripping between my thighs.
Still, I let my lips fall open and take him inside. He tastes like...me. Oh, God. This is a lot more intimate than I thought it would be.
A grunt spills from Asher’s throat as he strokes my hair back. “Do you taste us, prom queen?”
I nod, my cheeks flaming, as I lick him more diligently.
His fingers trail from my hair to the hollow of my cheek. “Fucking blushing.”
He doesn’t sound happy as he says it; if anything, he appears a bit mad? But why? Why is he angry that I’m blushing?
“I don’t know what the fuck to do with you anymore.” He pulls out of my mouth, and a sense of emptiness engulfs me.
I expect him to leave, like that time after the first orgasm both of us had together.
The gloomy cloud is looming in the distance, waiting to swallow me.
Asher gets off me, and a tightness grips my throat, a sense of rejection, of...nothingness.
No. I don’t want to be alone right now.
I’m about to step on my pride and ask him to stay. I’m about to clutch his arm and hold him to me, but he does something unexpected.
Asher lies on his back and pulls me to the curve of his body by the arm. My head rests on his chest where lines of his tattoos cover his shoulder; tattoos I still don’t know the meaning of.
The sense of abandonment withers away as infuriating tears of gratitude fill my eyes.
He’s...staying of his own volition.
“Ash…”
“Sleep, Reina. Tomorrow is a big day.”
I want to ask what for, but I don’t have the energy, so I close my eyes and do as he said.
I sleep.
In the morning, I wake up to an empty bed.
Asher’s scent is all over my pillows and me, but he’s nowhere to be seen.
He probably retreated back to his room so no one would see us.