I noticed absently that my wrists had been pinned above my head against the wall by one of his strong hands. His other hand was clasped gently around the front of my throat so he could use his thumb and forefinger to angle my face exactly where he wanted it. I was breathless and panting within seconds, following his lips and tongue wherever they went.
Oh god oh god oh god.
His erection pressed hard into my belly, and one of his muscular thighs pressed between my legs until I was practically humping it. Noises I’d never made before were coming out of me—groans and whimpers, gasps and pleas for more.
Major’s mouth owned me. It took complete control over me, and I dropped my head back against the wall to take whatever he wanted to give.
But instead of taking my mouth again, he drew in a deep breath and settled his face in the crook of my neck. His skin felt hot against mine and I swore I could feel him trembling, He’d moved his hands to claps my upper arms. His flexing fingers spoke of something unleashed within him. Something I couldn’t wait to discover.
“Liam,” he breathed against my neck. His voice shook and a sudden, inescapable fear took over me that he’d changed his mind about this… that I wasn’t who he wanted after all. But then he repeated my name and it came out as a plea this time.
“Baby, what is it? What’s wrong?” I croaked. I settled my hand over the back of his neck and stroked him as gently as I could.
Major lifted his head so his cheek was pressed against mine. He was breathing harshly. I clasped his cheeks. I swore that his eyes looked wet, but in the lighting, I couldn’t be sure. “Wes, you’re scaring me,” I admitted, my own voice sounding shaky.
He shook his head. “No, no,” was all he managed to get out before he kissed me softly. Reverently. I returned the kiss. It was so soft and sweet that it stole more of my breath than the first one had. I’d never felt more cherished in my entire life.
Major sighed. “Don’t be scared, Liam. I just… I’ve been waiting so long for this. So fucking long,” He kissed me again. His tongue traced the seam of my lips and when I opened, he dipped inside. The more he consumed my mouth, the more I understood what he was feeling because I was feeling it now too. I’d always feared losing him and that had been bad enough, but to lose him now, after this… after discovering this new part of who we were together…
Fuck.
“We’re not,” I began, but had to stop when Major’s tongue chose that moment to tangle with mine. I was breathless by the time he released me and moved his lips along my cheek to my hairline.
“We’re not going to lose this,” I managed to get out. The words sounded more like a question, but Major’s response was unequivocal as he lifted his eyes to meet mine.
“No, we’re not,” he growled. “You’re mine now, Liam, do you hear me?”
He didn’t give me a chance to agree because his mouth crashed down on mine again. I clung to him as we battled for control. Major took the decision away from me when his lips slid down my neck and he gentled his touch so that he was dropping a row of small, nibbling kisses down the side of my face to my neck.
“Oh god,” I breathed. “Oh god.”
“You’re so beautiful. You have no idea how beautiful you are to me, Liam.”
“Oh god.” I felt like I was going to explode. Or implode, or simply just faint and slide down the wall in a puddle at his feet.
I brought my shaky hands up to thread through his thick dark hair, something I’d always wanted to do but thought was kind of strange. He immediately moved his hands down around to my lower back and pulled me in closer.
“That’s it, touch me please. Anywhere,” he murmured between kisses inside my collar.
I didn’t know where to begin. Did I just… put my hands wherever I wanted? And where would that be, exactly?
You’ve had sex before, idiot.
I blew out a nervous laugh. Major pulled back and looked at me. His eyes were dark and intense, pupils inky and bottomless. It made my stomach swoop low and straight back up again.
I tried to explain my weirdness. “No, I just… I was so nervous, and I just realized that I can stop acting like a virgin. It’s not like I’ve never made out with anyone before.”
Major’s mouth twisted up on one side. “Made out?”
“Dammit, I really am a virgin, aren’t I?” I asked with a smirk.
“Thank you for coming over, Liam,” he said, pressing his forehead to mine. “Stop me if you need to. I’m having a hard time keeping my hands off you. This is… this is already more than I ever dreamed of.”