Wilde Love (Forever Wilde 6)

“Fuck, god, oh god,” I breathed. “Don’t stop.”

While I looked down, mesmerized at the sight of his pale hand gripping my ruddy cock, he surprised me by taking a swipe over the top with the thumb of his free hand and sneaking it into his mouth for a taste. That was all I needed. I came with a shout all over his fist and stomach.

I laid my head on his chest and panted, feeling the thundering of my heart in my rib cage and the tingly aftershocks of my climax in my legs and groin. After catching my breath, I leaned up and kissed him before gently moving him off my lap so we could clean up.

Doc followed me to the little hallway bathroom and washed his hands in the sink while I turned on the shower. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw him watching me in the mirror. I kept quiet, assuming he needed time to think and process, so I was surprised when he turned and ran his hands along my back to my shoulders and down my arms. He leaned in and pressed his cheek to the top of my spine.

“I think about all the times I’ve seen you shirtless or completely naked, you know?” he began. “And I’ve always looked and thought how muscular you were or how strong and manly or how fit. I’ve admired your body in a way that I always assumed was… like… not really envy I don’t think. I mean, sure, maybe part of it was wishing I had a body like yours, but it also had this different feel to it than the way I felt looking at other men.”

While he tried to put his thoughts into words, I stepped into the tub and pulled him in after me, nudging him under the spray and closing the curtain.

He rinsed off before changing places with me and continuing. “I looked at your body and though how strong and capable my best friend was. How you could protect me with a body like that or fight next to me if I ever needed it. It was like… I looked at your body and thought of how much I liked it in a way that involved me. Does that make sense? Like, I could look at another man showering on base and think, ‘Yeah, he’s good-looking and fit,’ but it wasn’t the same as when I looked at you. It wasn’t as personal. I wonder now if I was sexually attracted to you all along and just didn’t see it.”

“It must be confusing for you. Had you ever been sexually attracted to a man before?” I reached for the shampoo and poured some into my hands. Doc’s fingers gripped my hips, his thumbs moving up my sides without conscious thought.

“You know, it’s funny. There was a night in Bangkok, do you remember it? Where you went out to get laid and came back frustrated?”

After shampooing both of us, I reached for the bar of soap. I pictured him in that Bangkok hotel bed only two feet from me. “Yeah, I remember. It was the only time in our lives we slept in the same room. Of course I remember it, Doc.”

“I thought about letting you fuck me.”

The bar of soap shot out of my fist and hit the tiled wall before banging to the floor and ricocheting around the ceramic tub walls until it landed on the drain.

My dick filled and stood at attention within seconds, enough to make me say a little cheer for forty-year-old men still having it.

“Jesus Christ, Doc. What the… what?”

Chapter 29

Liam “Doc” Wilde

Between the soap rocket and the expression on his face, I couldn’t hold back laughter. I howled with it. “Oh my gosh,” I cried. “Where is a camera when you need one?”

His hands gripped my shoulders, and he leaned down to meet my eyes. “Story. Now.”

I loved it when my Major got bossy. It had always gotten my attention in an odd way, but now with the added sexual attraction between us, it did things to me that were new and exciting.

“Can we get in bed first? I want some more of my drink.” I was mostly stalling for time. When the subject of anal sex came up between us for the first time, I wasn’t sure if it would make him want to try it. And I wasn’t quite ready for that. It wasn’t like I thought he’d pressure me, but I still didn’t want to disappoint him.

Major turned off the water and reached across me to grab two towels from a nearby hook. We dried quickly and returned to the bedroom where it felt at once strange and also natural to climb into bed next to Major’s naked body.

We sat side by side, propped up against the headboard enough to enjoy our drinks, and like before, my hands naturally sought out a physical connection with him. I reached for his free hand with mine, and our fingers automatically threaded together.