I wasn't sure Lucky was even aware enough to hear me, but when he nodded a moment later, all he did was drive my excitement even higher. I suspected I'd have to break one of my rules and stay longer than just one round of fucking.
Once I got Lucky's button free and his zipper lowered, I used both my hands to push down his pants and underwear at the same time. I snagged a condom and packet of lube in record time from my wallet before shoving my own pants down enough to free my dick. Lucky jumped when I slathered some of the lube over his hole. I tried not to notice how incredibly tight he was in case just the thought of it pushed me over the edge. I leaned in and nipped at his ear before running my lips down his neck. His pulse was racing.
"First time's going to be fast," I admitted. I sucked on Lucky's skin hard, leaving my mark on him before adding, "Don't worry, I'll take care of you." At my words, Lucky shifted his head so he could look at me. His now open eyes were full of an emotion that I couldn't quite make sense of.
"Promise?" he whispered as his eyes held mine.
Those warning bells that had been going off from the moment I’d kissed Lucky were clanging loudly now, but I did my best to silence them. Surely, Lucky knew I was talking about his release… that I'd take care of his release.
I didn't have time to dwell on the question because Lucky chose that moment to push his ass back against my cock. He twisted his hips so it was like he was trying to get me off with his ass. It felt so good that I leaned against Lucky and, on impulse, placed my hands over his on the wall as I gave him what he wanted. The feeling of my dick sliding up and down his crease was the most perfect kind of torture.
But it did nothing to bring down my need.
My fingers were shaking badly when I pulled back enough to get the condom on and put the remaining lube over my hungry shaft. As soon as I was finished, I pressed up against Lucky again and searched out his entrance. Not surprisingly, Lucky tensed up when I began pushing my finger into him. "So tight," I muttered as I tilted his head so I could kiss him on the mouth. He moaned and whimpered into my mouth as I pushed my finger in and out of him. Between the sounds he was making and the way his inner muscles were gripping my finger, I had no hope of holding out any longer. I removed my finger from his body and grabbed my dick and placed it against his hole. I forced myself to keep my moves slow as I began to push into him. There was absolutely no give in his body as I tried to get past the outer muscle. Sweat was dripping down my brow as I fought the need to just shove inside of him. I knew some guys liked it that way, but I didn't know enough about Lucky yet to risk potentially hurting him.
"Let me in, sweetheart," I murmured as I slid my hand beneath Lucky’s shirt and caressed his chest. I pushed my hips forward again, but there was absolutely no change in how Lucky's body was fighting the intrusion. Frustration started to get the better of me and the next time I told Lucky to let me in, it came out as more of a growling order than a gentle request. I couldn't figure out what the hell was going on. Lucky had clearly wanted this just moments ago, but now his body was acting like… like…
A horrible weight began to settle in my belly, and I immediately stopped my forward movement. "Lucky," I began, unable to keep the anger at myself from my voice.
"I'm trying, Zach! I don't know how! I don't know how…" Lucky's last words were accompanied by a guttural sob. His eyes were squeezed shut and there were tears dripping down his flushed cheeks.
I instantly felt sick to my stomach as I realized what he was saying without actually saying it. I immediately pulled my body back to put some space between us, being careful to slowly pull what little of my cock I’d managed to get into him back out. Lucky pressed his forehead against the wall. His soft sobs were like someone thrusting a knife into my chest. He kept repeating the same words over and over so quietly that it was a miracle I heard them at all.
I'm sorry.
"You said you’d had sex before," I said stupidly. “At the club. I remember.” How in the hell had I missed out on the fact that Lucky was a virgin? His body had been sending me that message from the moment I'd put my finger inside of him, but I hadn't wanted to listen. What the hell had I done?