I looked up into her beautiful green eyes, seeing so much courage and strength in them. “What do you want me to do to them? What would be the best send off for you?”
“For you to enjoy them.”
I nodded. I could give her that. “Just so you’re clear, losing them won’t change how I feel about you. Or my attraction to you.”
She nodded. “I know.”
I looked into her eyes to make sure she really believed me. When I thought she did, I sat up, and pulled her to me so I could suck one nipple into my mouth.
She sighed and held my head against her. “I could get bigger ones if you wanted.”
I stopped mid-suck and looked up at her. “I don’t need bigger ones.”
“I’m just saying…men usually like big tits.”
“No, they don’t.”
She quirked a brow in disbelief.
“They like something to hold on to and suck, but there’s a limit. Bigger isn’t always better when it comes to tits.”
“So, you wouldn’t like porn start tits?”
“No. I could get suffocated by one of those.”
She laughed and pulled me close. “I love you so much. You always say the right thing.”
“It’s the truth. I want you to have whatever makes you happy. When you’re happy. I’m happy. When you feel sexy or pretty, I see it.” I gently massaged the two globes that would be gone next week. I frowned as a thought came to me. “Would you wish I had a bigger dick?”
“No. There is such a thing as too big there too. Yes, a woman wants to feel full with her man inside her, but too big would be uncomfortable.”
“You’ve thought about this?” I asked, loving how her pussy rocked against my cock as I tweaked her nipples.
“The first time I saw your dick I had a moment of concern. Turns out, you’re a perfect fit.”
I grinned. “Good to know.”
She lifted herself up and settled over my dick, taking him in.
“Fuck that’s so good.” I closed my eyes to focus on the sensation of her wet, hot pussy around my cock. In an instant, relief, gratitude and love swelled into a swirl of emotion that stole my breath. With her body around mine, I felt like I was finally home. Finally one with her again. I held her still, wanting to drown in the feeling. From now on, this was how it would be for us. I would do everything in my power to make it so. From now on, our lives would be two hearts and souls entwined as one.
26
Terra
I was still wracked with guilt at how unfair I’d been to Brayden. Yes, he could have done better to be home instead of working, but instead of thinking we were doomed like I had, he’d tried to do something about it, even if his execution was bad. While the road to hell might be paved with good intentions, at least he had them.
Me? I’d called a lawyer and ran to my father. I’d kept waiting for him to show me he loved me by being home, totally missing all the ways he was showing me he loved me through the texts and messages, or by selling the business.
I was still floored by his decision to sell the business. I felt like I needed to do more to prove to him that I was one-hundred percent invested in our marriage. Right now, it was to show him through our bodies.
I straddled his thighs, his dick seeped deep inside me, pulsing with life. I had a moment to feel sad that we might not be able to create another child. It was an odd feeling since I’d thought we were done long before our marital problems or my cancer. I suppose it was the fact that the option could be gone that had me feeling this way.
“I love you, Terra. Tell me you know that I do.” His voice was husky against my neck as he held me still over him.
“I know you do. I’ve always known.” I slid my arms to his face, cradling his cheeks and turning him to look at me.
He had the most amazing blue eyes, and in them I saw all the love he was confessing to me. I hoped he saw the same love shining back at him in mine.