I felt her relax into me. I tucked my hand against her waist.
Danny cocked his head. “So this thing looks legit.”
“This thing?” Vanessa stared at him. “Are you talking about our engagement?”
“Grammy said it’s not going to last. Thought I should at least check out the guy who’s going to marry my little sister. Dad would want me to do that.”
Vanessa’s eyes fired. “Don’t even pretend you care what Dad would want. You checked out of this family a long time ago.”
“I’m still your brother, Nessa.”
“The brother who didn’t show up for our grandfather’s funeral. The brother who missed my college graduation. The brother who never answered a call or a single email in eight years. That brother? Is that what you call a brother?”
I tightened my grip on her. I could feel her shake under my fingers.
“Nessa, who are you? Running a football team? Sounding like Granddad already, trying to fit me into a box.”
She groaned. “I’m not trying to fit you into any kind of box.”
Danny hopped from the counter. He
had finished his beer. I eyed him closely.
“Grammy wants me here. I’m staying at the house. Maybe we could have breakfast tomorrow.”
“I don’t know.” She shrugged. “I have meetings and Isaac is being released—” she stopped, catching her mistake before she said too much.
“Who?”
I stepped in. “My best friend is going to be released from the hospital in the morning. It’s a big deal around here.”
“Huh. Ok.” Danny walked toward the front door. “Think about the breakfast. I’m still on Singapore time so I’ll be up. My clock is going to take a few days to recalculate. I know Grammy would love to see you.”
I thought I heard her hiss. I held on to her.
Danny strolled to the foyer. “Nice meeting you, Dylan. You two can get back to whatever kinky stuff you had going on. I’ll have to tell you about the shit in Singapore sometime.”
“Man, I don’t think so.” I shook my head.
Danny paused at the door. “But really, congrats on the engagement.”
“Thank you.” Vanessa clenched her jaw.
The door closed and she turned toward me. I didn’t know what to do when women cried. It always made me uncomfortable. But Vanessa’s tears started to fall and I knew I had to hold her. I had to love her until the very last tear dried from her cheeks. We sank to the floor and I pulled her to my chest.
“Shh. Shh.” I calmed her as the sobs wracked her shoulders.
She crawled into my lap like a little girl. I didn’t know what in the hell I was doing. But I hoped I was doing something right.
39
Vanessa
I chose the black suit for a reason. Gretchen met me at the front door of my grandmother’s house.
“Good morning.” She smiled.
“Hi, Gretchen. I’m having breakfast with my brother this morning.”