Running Wilde (The Brothers of Wilde, Nevada 3)
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“This time, I’m going to go really slow. You’re a natural, yes. But Phoenix is right about you being a tenderfoot when it comes to this kind of sexual experience.”
Actually, I’m a novice at all types of sexual experiences. “Yes, Sir.”
“Let’s just work on some simple things first. I don’t want to be too soft on you, but I also don’t want to push you past your limits. Hearing a sub shout their safe word is a lot for any Dom to take, let alone me.”
“I’ll try not to say it this time, Sir.” But she felt it at the back of her throat, ready if she needed it.
“No. That’s not the point of this, love. You say it if you need it. I’m supposed to sense what state you’re in and how far you can go. You’re only supposed to feel. Got it?”
She nodded.
“Now. Let’s add another layer of communication for you and me. As I push you, I’m going to ask you what level you’re in. Like a traffic light tells drivers how to proceed, I want you to answer with the colors. When you answer green, I’ll know you’re good to go and willing to try more. When you answer yellow, that tells me you’re a bit unsure but I can move ahead with caution. What do you think red means?”
“Does it tell you to stop, Sir?”
“Yes, it does. I remain in control, but know I’ve pushed you as far as I can. Don’t use it lightly. I’ll know if you’re overusing it and will have to punish you, understand?”
“Yes, Sir.”
“There’s a phrase at The Masters’ Chambers called topping from the bottom. That means a sub is trying to control her Master through naughty tricks. Don’t do that with me, love.”
“I won’t, Sir.”
“Keep those traffic light signals in your head. Okay?”
“Yes, Sir.”
“I won’t fuck up, but if I do, you have your safe word.”
She couldn’t imagine saying that word to him again, but it did give her some comfort to move ahead with this with him.
Dallas continued his instructions. “Use it when I’ve run past the red light, whether I’ve asked what state you’re in or not.”
Suddenly, unable to speak, she nodded.
Jessie watched Dallas get the blindfold.
“What level, love?”
“Green, Sir.”
“Good girl.”
He put the blindfold on her, and she was wonderfully blind. She wondered why his sexual ways spoke to her so deeply. Perhaps being restrained and made sightless filtered out the world’s stimulation just enough for her to really feel the sensations of her own body.
Her mind swirled with reasons why having sex with Dallas wasn’t smart. If she said her safe word, it could all be over in a flash. But that wasn’t what she wanted. She couldn’t imagine marrying the three brothers, but she also couldn’t imagine living without them.
Dallas rolled her on her stomach. “Are you thinking about the past or tomorrow, love?”
“Yes, Sir.”
“Mmm. We’ve got to do something about that. Your pretty little head just won’t give up control. I’m going to paddle you now to see if we can quiet it down some. Let’s start out with five whacks to that gorgeous ass that is now mine. Understand?”
“Yes, Sir.” Oh God! Her pussy dampened.
“What state, love?”
“Green, Sir.”