His brain was in control for the moment, so it needed validation that everything I’d said was true.
His body… and hopefully his heart… would take over soon enough.
Once I was naked on the bed, Aleks seemed unsure. His eyes met mine, then he started pulling the rest of his own clothes off. He did it quickly so I didn’t really get to see the show, but when I saw his dick, which was damp with moisture, I knew he was with me. He might not have understood his body’s needs, but he wasn’t trying to fight them… he just needed time for his head to catch up.
“Come here,” I murmured when he stood next to the bed stiffly and looked at my cock.
I held out my hand to him. He straddled me, then lay down on top of me, but was careful to keep our dicks from touching. “I don’t know what to do next,” he admitted. “I should touch you there, right? With my mouth?”
I shook my head. “Only if you want to. But I’m so turned on, I’d probably come the second those beautiful lips of yours even got near me,” I said with a grin.
That seemed to relax him a bit.
I rubbed his back to try and soothe him but didn’t force him to drop any more of his weight onto me. I let him take the initiative.
Which he did, about fifteen seconds later.
After letting out a deep breath, he kissed me. It was sweet and soft at first, then our desire took over and we were ravishing one another. When Aleks’s body sank onto mine, we both gasped because our leaking, bare cocks came into direct contact for the first time.
“Fuck,” I whispered as sensation rocketed through me. I had a hold of each side of Aleks’s face as I spoke. His eyes were closed, like he was in pain.
But I knew he wasn’t.
“Yeah, that,” he breathed.
I shifted my legs so I could open them. More of Aleks’s body rested on mine. Since he was shorter than me, the tip of my cock was closer to the base of his and I could feel the weight of his balls on my skin.
Aleks began humping me like he always had the past several nights, but this time the sensation was a thousand times better because there was nothing separating us. I dropped my hand to his ass to help him grind against me. He tensed up and I immediately removed my hand. But then he was reaching down with his right hand to search out mine and put it back on his ass. I dropped my other hand and gripped both of his cheeks as I planted my feet on the bed and began to lift my hips. Aleks let out a little whimper as he pressed his head to my chest and began pumping his dick against my stomach. He was grinding so much that my dick slipped between our bodies and ended up behind him… against his ass. I thrust against him before I could stop myself, but to my amazement, he didn’t ask me to stop or try to pull away.
His hand came up to find my cheek and then he was turning his head so he could kiss me. “Again,” he groaned.
We began grinding against each other like crazy men. I could feel pre-cum from Aleks’s cock streaking over my stomach.
“What’s next?” Aleks ground out when he ripped his lips from mine. “I’m really close.”
I nodded and slowed my own gyrating hips, then forced his to stop by grabbing his waist.
“You need to get me ready,” I said.
“Show me how?”
I loved the confidence in his voice. Yes, there was a hint of fear there too, but it was obvious that he still wanted this and that he wasn’t doing it just because he needed to get off.
I reached for the bottle of lube and pulled in a breath. I’d gotten so caught up in the fact that I was going to be with Aleks in a new way that, up until now, I’d forgotten to be nervous.
But those nerves all came racing back with the snicking sound as I flipped open the cap on the lube. I told myself not to let Aleks see my apprehension, but the second my eyes met his, I knew he knew.
Apparently, he wasn’t the only one who had eyes that were gateways to their souls.
Chapter 20
Aleks
He’s nervous.
That fact should have made me want to call off this whole thing, but it actually made me feel a little better. It was hard to always be the one who was lacking in knowledge and confidence. I knew Vaughn had some vulnerabilities, like his family and how hard his work was on him mentally, but this was the first one that I could do something about.