He kissed me long and deep as one hand worked my pants down enough so he could grip my ass. He rolled us so I was lying on top of him. I managed to kick off my pants without taking my mouth off his. Every touch, every kiss was reverent and needy.
Like he was cherishing the contact between us.
Because he was.
I managed to snag the lube from the nightstand drawer. “I want to ride you, Cash,” I murmured against his mouth. “Let me show you how good you make me feel.”
He managed a nod but nothing else.
It wasn’t often that I stole his ability to speak. His eyes were bright with lust and love and I felt my heart constrict painfully in my chest. It felt like we’d turned some invisible corner in our relationship and I couldn’t help but think that part of the reason we’d been able to do that was missing from this intimate moment.
I reached behind me to get Cash’s dick ready. I was fully prepared to get myself ready when Cash said, “Come up here.”
His hands on my hips urged me up his body. I gasped when he sucked my cock to the back of his throat. He tortured me briefly, then popped off and said, “Lube.” He held out his finger and I scrambled to put some lube on it. “Fuck my mouth, Sage. Show me how you want it.”
I moaned at his words and eased my cock into his lush mouth. Part of me wanted to pound into him, especially when his lubed finger began probing my entrance. But he’d wanted me to show him how I wanted him to fuck me.
So I kept my moves slow and deliberate. I rolled my hips as I fucked myself on his finger and I relished every pleasurable sensation that went through me. When my body was ready for his, I took him inside of me easily and I fucked his dick like I’d fucked his mouth.
Slow.
Languid.
Like we had all the time in the world.
He played with my body as I took us closer and closer to the edge. He lavished me with words of praise and love and I never took my eyes off his. His hand pumped my dick with the same fluid rhythm that I’d set.
“Fuck, Cash, love you,” I whispered.
He lurched up so that he was sitting upright. His arm wrapped around me to support me as he began thrusting up into me. We kissed as our bodies undulated against one another in a dance that was both familiar and new. There was no frenzied rush as we neared the end. Just us driving each other higher and higher with our bodies and our words. I managed to hold out long enough to feel him come deep inside of me. I held him against my chest as he clung to me, crying out my name and telling me how perfect I was.
Unlike so many of the other times we’d come together and he’d made me hold out, this time there was no command telling me to come.
Just a few softly spoken words in my ear as he held me gently in his grip and pumped my slick dick between his expert fingers until I exploded. I sobbed against him because so much more than just my body had found relief.
Because for once, the noise in my head was completely gone and all I heard were Cash’s words that were proof that something between us had shifted, but that we were still us.
Love you, my beautiful boy.
Chapter 10
Cash
“Her name was Mouse and she was my friend.”
The sound of Sage’s voice startled both me and Daisy because we’d thought he’d fallen asleep. My insides went tight at his statement and I carefully reached for the TV remote and turned the television down, but not off.
It’d been almost a month since Sage had cut himself with the knife. He, Daisy, and I had fallen into a weird routine that was both confusing and amazing at the same time. The very night that Sage and I had agreed that there would be no more strangers in our bed, Daisy had come into our room. Sage had already been asleep, and I’d been in the process of turning the lights out after cleaning off the remnants of our lovemaking from both our bodies. I’d expected Daisy to say something as she’d come into the room, but she hadn’t. She’d simply gone to Sage’s side of the bed and crawled in under the covers next to him. I’d been surprised, but hadn’t said anything. As soon as I’d turned off the lights and pressed my back against Sage’s, Daisy had sought out my hand and pulled my arm across Sage’s body so it was wrapped around him and her at the same time.