Angel Falls
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Liam snapped enough pictures for a Town & Country layout. He knew he was prolonging the moment—as if Mikaela would magically walk through that door if only he could extend this scene a little longer.
“Enough, Dad,” Jacey said, laughing. “The band is probably on their second set. ” She disentangled herself from Mark’s arm and went to Liam.
“I know,” she said softly, “she’ll want to see all the pictures. Every angle, every pose. That’s why I’m bringing my camera in my purse. I’ll take pictures of everything. ”
He pulled her into his arms and held her close. Then he drew back and smiled down at her. “Now go and have a good time. ”
Jacey kissed Rosa and Bret good-bye, then hurried out the door.
Liam stood at the kitchen window, watching her drive away. There she goes, Mike. In ordinary times, he would have turned to his wife now and taken her in his arms. She would have been crying. Liam would have gone to the piano, sat down and played something sad and sweet, something that gave her the room she needed to grieve for the little girl who was crossing the bridge to womanhood.
Only right now he was the one who felt like crying, who had glimpsed the emptier nest of the future and seen how much quieter this house would be when Jacey left.
And there was no one there to hold him.
With a sigh, he went into the living room and turned on the television.
Julian knew it was the wrong thing to do. Dangerous, even, but he couldn’t help himself. In truth he didn’t even try. Self-control had never been his strong suit. He couldn’t have said exactly why he wanted to go to the prom, but he’d never been one to get caught up in reasons. He wanted to go. That’s all that mattered. He had spent a long, depressingly quiet day at the hospital, sitting by Kayla’s bedside, and he needed some action.
In his overdecorated bedroom, he dressed carefully, as if he were headed to the Oscars, instead of some backwoods high-school dance. A black silk T-shirt and black pleated Armani pants. Instead of bothering his driver, he walked the three blocks to Angel Falls High School. When he got there, his cheeks were numb from the cold, his eyes were watering, and he desperately needed a smoke.
He walked through the empty hallways, stopping now and then to look at the trophies displayed in glass cases between rows of gray metal lockers.
At the auditorium, he paused, took a deep breath, and opened the double doors. It took his eyes a second to adjust to the darkness, but gradually he saw that the gym had been turned into a cheesy tropical paradise. False palm trees clustered around a patch of gold shag carpeting; beside it, a dozen tuxedoed boys and ball-gowned girls formed a line for pictures. Against the far wall, a band played some hard-edged song that was almost familiar.
He knew the moment he’d been recognized. A hush fell across the room. Dancing stopped. The kids eased away from him, forming a whispering, pointing funnel toward the dance floor.
He looked around, smiling his big, overpracticed smile until he saw her. She was on the dance floor with her date. Even from this distance, Julian could see that they were staring at him.
He moved through the crowd in the way he’d learned long ago: head up, smile planted, making eye contact with no one.
The song ended and another began. The love theme from Titanic, the movie. That damned heart was still going on.
He stopped beside Juliana—J. C. , he reminded himself—and held out his hand. “May I have this dance?”
The crowd gasped. Her date—a big, good-looking kid in a ridiculously cheap tux—looked confused.
Jacey turned to the boy. “Do you mind?”
“Uh … no. ”
Julian swept her into his arms and began dancing. The crowd closed in on them, whispering and talking so loudly, it was hard to hear the music.
“Why me?” she whispered.
He smiled. “Why not? So, J. C. of the midnight hair, tell me about yourself. Do you get good grades? Have lots of friends? Practice safe sex?”
She laughed, a throaty, barroom sound that was exactly like Kayla’s. “You sound like my dad—not that he’d ask about my sex life. ”
Something about the way she said it—dad—while she was smiling up at him … well, it pinched his heart.
It seemed odd, but he’d never thought about that word until today. Dad. Such a solid, dependable, grown-up word. Even now, with his daughter in his arms, Julian couldn’t really imagine being someone’s dad.
“Mr.
True? Did you hear me?”
He laughed easily. “Sorry, I was thinking about something. So, what do kids in this town do for fun?”