As the Crow Flies

“But surely Nigel deserves to be treated as his equal?” I protested, racking my brains to think of some rational response that would make my father reconsider his position.

“Nigel is not his equal and never will be,” replied my father, as he struck a match before beginning that endless sucking that always preceded his attempt to light a pipe. “Don’t let’s fool ourselves, Ethel. We’ve both known for some time that the lad isn’t even worthy of a place on the board of Hardcastle’s, let alone to be considered as my successor.”

While my father puffed energetically at his pipe, I stared blindly at the painting of two horses in a paddock that hung on the wall behind him and tried to collect my thoughts.

“I’m sure you haven’t forgotten, my dear, that Nigel even failed to pass out of Sandhurst, which I’m told takes some doing nowadays. I have also recently been informed that he’s only holding down his present job with Kitcat and Aitken because you led the senior partner to believe that in time they will be administering the Hardcastle portfolio.” He punctuated each statement with a puff from his pipe. “And I can assure you that will not be the case.”

I found myself unable to look straight at him. Instead my eyes wandered from the Stubbs on the wall behind his desk to the row upon row of books he had spent a lifetime collecting. Dickens, every first edition; Henry James, a modern author he admired, and countless Blakes of every description from treasured handwritten letters to memorial editions. Then came the second blow.

“As there isn’t a member of the family who can readily replace me as head of the firm,” he continued, “I have reluctantly come to the conclusion that with war daily becoming more likely I will have to reconsider the future of Hardcastle’s.” The pungent smell of tobacco hung in the air.

“You would never allow the business to fall into anyone else’s hands?” I said in disbelief. “Your father would—”

“My father would have done what was best for all concerned, and no doubt expectant relations would have been fairly low down on his list of priorities.” His pipe refused to stay alight so a second match was brought into play. He gave a few more sucks before a look of satisfaction appeared on his face and he began to speak again. “I’ve sat on the boards of Harrogate Haulage and the Yorkshire Bank for several years, and more recently John Brown Engineering where I think I’ve finally found my successor. Sir John’s son may not be an inspired chairman of the company but he’s capable, and more important, he’s a Yorkshireman. Anyway I have come to the conclusion that a merger with that company will be best for all concerned.”

I was still unable to look directly at my father as I tried to take in all that he was saying.

“They’ve made me a handsome offer for my shares,” he added, “which will in time yield an income for you and Amy that will more than take care of your needs once I’ve gone.”

“But, Father, we both hope you will live for many more years.”

“Don’t bother yourself, Ethel, with trying to flatter an old man who knows death can’t be far away. I may be ancient but I’m not yet senile.”

“Father,” I protested again but he simply returned to the sucking of his pipe, showing total lack of concern at my agitation. So I tried another ploy.

“Does that mean Nigel will receive nothing?”

“Nigel will receive what I consider right and proper in the circumstances.”

“I’m not sure I fully understand you, Father.”

“Then I shall explain. I’ve left him f

ive thousand pounds which after my death he may dispose of in any manner he wishes.” He paused as if considering whether he should add to this piece of information. “I have at least saved you one embarrassment,” he offered at last. “Although, following your death, Daniel Trumper will inherit my entire estate, he won’t learn of his good fortune until his thirtieth birthday, by which time you will be well over seventy and perhaps find it easier to live with my decision.”

Twelve more years, I thought, as a tear fell from my eye and began to run down my cheek.

“You needn’t bother with crying, Ethel, or hysterics, or even reasoned argument for that matter.” He exhaled a long plume of smoke. “I have made up my mind, and nothing you can say or do is going to budge me.”

His pipe was now puffing away like an express train. I removed a handkerchief from my handbag in the hope it would give me a little more time to think.

“And should it cross your mind to try and have the will revoked at some later date, on the grounds of my insanity”—I looked up aghast—“of which you are quite capable, I have had the document drawn up by Mr. Baverstock and witnessed by a retired judge, a Cabinet minister and, perhaps more relevant, a specialist from Sheffield whose chosen subject is mental disorders.”

I was about to protest further when there was a muffled knock on the door and Amy entered the room.

“I do apologize for interrupting you, Papa, but should I have tea served in the drawing room or would you prefer to take it in here?”

My father smiled at his elder daughter. “The drawing room is just fine, my dear,” he said in a far gentler tone than he ever adopted when addressing me. He rose unsteadily from behind his desk, emptied his pipe in the nearest ashtray and, without another word, followed my sister slowly out of the room.

I remained fairly uncommunicative during tea while I tried to think through the implications of all my father had just told me. Amy, on the other hand, prattled happily on about the effect the recent lack of rain was having on the petunias in the flower bed directly under my father’s room. “They don’t catch the sun at any hour of the day,” she confided to us in worried tones as her cat jumped up onto the sofa and settled in her lap. The old tortoise-shell whose name I could never remember had always got on my nerves but I never said as much because I knew Amy loved the creature second only to my father. She began to stroke the animal, obviously unaware of the unease caused by the conversation that had just taken place in the study.

I went to bed early that evening and spent a sleepless night trying to work out what course of action had been left open to me. I confess I hadn’t expected anything substantial from the will for Amy or myself, as we were both women in our sixties and without a great need of any extra income. However, I had always assumed that I would inherit the house and the estate while the company would be left to Guy and, following his death, Nigel.

By the morning I had come to the reluctant conclusion that there was little I could do about my father’s decision. If the will had been drawn up by Mr. Baverstock, his long-serving solicitor and friend, F. E. Smith himself would not have been able to find a loophole. I began to realize that my only hope of securing Nigel’s rightful inheritance would have to involve Daniel Trumper himself.

After all, my father would not live forever.

We sat alone almost unsighted in the darkest corner of the room. He began clicking the knuckles of his right hand one by one.