He was quiet. Too quiet. “Xander?” She looked at him towering over her, his big body still.
“Why?” he finally asked. “Four years is a long time.”
She swallowed hard. Her heart had taken a beating after he’d left, but she wasn’t going to admit to that right now. “I was too busy working, too jet-lagged, too … everything, to think about sex.”
A smile quirked his lips. “Not even self-provided orgasms?”
She blushed. “I didn’t say that.” Her handy travel Womanizer did the trick. “Anyway, I’m good to go.” But was he?
She didn’t want to hear about how many females he’d been with since her. “All I need to know is if you’re okay, too,” she said.
“I’m good. Yearly physical and all that.”
She nodded.
As if he knew the mood had been impacted, he leaned over and pressed his lips to hers, kissing her and immediately getting her going again. His hands drifted lower, shaping her hips, traveling upward, and cupping her breasts. His thumbs played with her nipples, which were suddenly sensitive. He pressed down, plucked and toyed with her until her hips were moving of their own accord.
Sasha knew he could have slid into her now and she’d have taken all of him, but he was stalling. Moving downward until he pulled one nipple into his mouth. Warmth flowed through her along with a stream of arousal as he sucked, then grazed his teeth over the tight bud. She groaned and jerked against him.
“Now, Xander. I need you now.”
He pulled his body higher up on the bed and knelt over her, his cock at her entrance. His eyes, the color of midnight, gleamed as he slowly pushed inside her, filling her inch by delicious inch. Yes, he was big and stretched her because he was right. It had been a long time. But as he slid out and in, easing his way, she was so glad she’d waited, because she’d missed this. She’d missed him.
* * *
Holding back was tough. Xander’s body begged him to move but Sasha’s earlier admission held him in check. Being inside her again was heaven. Fucking without a condom was up there with the stupid shit he did and would live to regret because nothing could ever come close to this feeling again. Son of a bitch.
But not what he should be focusing on now. “You okay, sunshine?” He’d always called her that because that’s what her smile reminded him of. A ray of sunshine.
She shook her head and he stilled. “I need you to stop trying to be gentle. I’m dying here.”
That was all the permission he needed. He pulled out. “Hands and knees,” he said, the order coming naturally now that she’d assured him she wouldn’t break.
He needed this hard and fast as much as she did. And he definitely didn’t want to be face-to-face when he was balls deep inside her without a condom. End in sight. No, he didn’t want to make this emotional or personal by looking into her eyes.
She immediately got on all fours and he breathed out a sigh of relief. He gripped his dick in his hand and positioned himself behind her. He smoothed a hand over her back and spine, down to her perfectly round ass, gripping it tight.
She moaned and he rubbed his cock at her entrance, finding her so fucking wet for him. Whatever problems they’d had, this had never been it. He notched himself inside her and sucked in a shallow breath.
“Do it,” she said, pushing her hips backwards.
He slapped her ass at the same time he thrust deep, and she cried out, her inner walls sucking him in, gripping him tight. “F-u-u-ck. You feel good.”
With no need to hold back, he began to move, plunging into her, his balls slapping against her with each thrust. Their pace was frantic yet in sync, nearly perfect as he pounded into her.
He reached around and pinched her nipple, and she cried out, the sound like music ringing in his ears.
“God, Xander. Yes. Right there.” She practically sobbed his name.
He held on to her waist, gripping so hard he might bruise her, while giving the quick but deep pace she needed. And then she was coming, his name a chant on her lips that triggered an orgasm so explosive he lost track of time and place. Damned if he didn’t feel like he’d blacked out for a minute, and when he came back to himself, he was still inside her, his body still joined with hers.
Their uneven breaths sounded loud in the room. Without warning, she released her arms and legs and collapsed, his dick sliding out of her, and she let out a low laugh.
He fell onto the mattress beside her, facing her. She grinned and he had no doubt he had a smile on his face as well.