Fear (Gone 5)

Drake was spiraling down almost as fast as Diana herself. His fear was palpable. And not just fear of Brianna. The dying of the light scared him, too.

“Gotta get there before dark,” he muttered more than once.

Diana realized that once absolute night fell Drake would be as lost as anyone. And then how would he keep control of Diana and Justin?

No comfort. They could get away from Drake. Maybe. And then what?

Diana’s hand went to her stomach. The baby kicked.

The baby. The three-bar baby. The baby was what he wanted, of course. Diana had no doubt about that. The dark creature wanted her baby.

When she could take her mind off the agony in her feet and legs and back, when she could suspend for a brief few seconds the crushing fear that bore down on her, Diana tried to understand. What did it want with her baby?

Why was this happening?

She missed her step, stumbled, and landed hard on her knees. She cried out in pain, and then screamed as the lash landed across her back.

In a rage she flew at him. Her fists punched and her fingernails tore but he was far too quick. He punched her in the face. It was not a slap. It was a full, hard punch. Her head swam and she saw stars.

Just like a cartoon, she thought. Then she fell straight back.

When she came to she found Justin next to her, holding on to her and crying.

Brittney was seated a few feet away.

The circle of blue sky was the color of new denim, and smaller, noticeably smaller than it had been. The sky was a black, featureless bowl.

“You’re pregnant, aren’t you?” Brittney asked almost shyly.

It took Diana a few moments to make sense of things. Drake was not here. Drake couldn’t be here so long as Brittney was.

Whip Hand was not here.

Diana climbed quickly to her feet. “Come on, Justin, we’re out of here.”

“I found some rocks,” Brittney said. She held up a good-size rock in each hand. “I can hit you with them.”

Diana laughed in her face. “Bring it, zombie freak. You’re not the only one who can find a rock.”

“Yes, that’s true,” Brittney said. “But it won’t hurt me when you hit me. And you can’t kill me.” Then, as an afterthought she added, “Anyway, I’m not a zombie. I don’t eat people.”

“Why are you doing this, Brittney? You were the one fighting us at the power plant. You were on Sam’s side. Or don’t you remember that?”

“I remember,” she said.

Diana’s mind was turning at top speed. If she told Justin to run back toward the lake, how far would he get before the darkness closed in? Which was worse? To wander alone in the dark until he fell off a cliff or was scented by

a coyote or wandered into a zeke field or … or … or…

“Then what happened to you? Why are you helping Drake? You should be fighting him every time you get the chance.”

She smiled and Diana saw the broken wire sticking out of her braces. “I can’t ever fight Drake, you know. We’re never together.”

“Exactly. So whenever he’s gone you can—”

“I’m not doing this for Drake,” Brittney said earnestly. “I’m doing this for my lord.”

“Your… Your what? Your what? You think God wants you to be doing this? Did you go stupid on top of being undead?”