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RAINY SCHULTERMAN—NEW YORK CITY, NEW YORK, USA
“Women soldiers are an abomination!”
Rainy turns to look at the source. There is a group of perhaps twenty people, mostly women, holding signs reading Eve is not Adam!!! and 1 Timothy 2:12. Suffer not a woman to teach, nor to usurp authority over the man, but to be in silence!!!
She doubts even the Christian Bible comes with that many exclamation points, and she toys with the idea of offering her own favorite verse from the Torah, Judges 4:21: “But Jael the wife of Heber took a tent peg, and took a hammer in her hand, and went softly to him and drove the peg into his temple, till it went down into the ground . . .” But she thinks better of it. A future in military intelligence does not begin with picking fights in train stations.
On the platform she tries to hear the garbled announcements from the public address, but it’s as noisy as a fair, with farewells all around her and the hissing of steam engines and the shouts of false gaiety from nervous and excited soldiers.
She can hardly bear to look around her. So much sadness and worry from so many little family groups, so many mothers with tears, and so many fathers struggling not to reveal any emotion at all. It’s a sea of olive drab and khaki, white handkerchiefs held to red noses, pink ribbons tied around newspaper-wrapped food parcels, coral lipstick on the lips of girlfriends; but these sprinkles of color only seem to accentuate the grayness of it all, the gray coats and shabby graying dresses, and gray-green fedoras pulled low, and gray abashed faces of men who are seeing off girlfriends for the first time in history.
Girl and women soldiers are going off to war, wearing pants and boots, shouldering heavy packs and duffels. Some are at the end of their leave after basic training, heading off to deployments in places whose names will be excised from their letters home by the censors. Some are home on leave from Britain or Australia.
It can’t ever have been easy, Rainy thinks, not any war. But the rituals are different now. It has always been that the men went off and the women wept and waved. There is no blueprint for what is happening now. There is no easy reference point. People don’t know quite how to behave, and it’s worse for the men in the station who are staying behind and feel conspicuous and ashamed.
She sees belligerent, defensive looks even as men hug their uniformed sweethearts. She sees looks of dark suspicion aimed at male soldiers when they acknowledge their fellow female soldiers with a grin or a handshake or a clap on the back.
It is all worth noticing, worth considering, Rainy believes. It is all a part of this war. It’s all a small part of something unimaginably huge. Millions are dead already, millions more will die; she is grimly certain of that. She has never really accepted the notion that the arrival of the Americans will end things in a few months. Rainy can read a map, and she has seen how much of the world now lies beneath the flag with the swastika.
Rainy has insisted on coming alone to the station, fearing the flood of parental emotion that would weaken her determination. She’d already been through that when she first enlisted, and when she went off to basic training, and now she’s heading to this intelligence school for still more training, after which . . .
Well, after which no one knew for sure. Everyone says America is ready, finally, to go up against the Germans. Marines are already fighting the Japanese, but despite the special rage and hatred people felt for the Japanese, Rainy knows the Germans are the greater danger.
Aryeh can kill Japanese; Rainy wants to kill Nazis. They are the great enemies of humanity; they are the cancer on civilization. The German armed forces—the Wehrmacht—has already destroyed vast armies, conquered millions of square miles. They have deliberately starved hundreds of thousands at Leningrad. The German air force—the Luftwaffe—has slaughtered tens of thousands of civilians in Poland and in England. The German navy and its vicious submarine wolf packs have littered the ocean floor with ships and the bones of sailors.
It is the Germans, the Nazis, who have enslaved millions of French, Dutch, Poles, Czechs, Danes, Belgians, Ukrainians, and others.
It is the Nazis who force Jewish children into camps in Poland and Russia.
Why hasn’t Cousin Esther written? Why has no one gotten a letter from any Jew in Nazi-occupied territory?
Rainy does not expect to fire a weapon in anything but training, but intelligence work can be as deadly to her foe, and the Nazis are her foe, her personal foe. She will remember—she has ordered herself to remember—that each day she performs her duties well will contribute to destroying that enemy.
And saving the world.
That thought coaxes a small smile from her. All by yourself, Rainy? She mocks herself. Will you destroy Hitler and his empire of hate?
“If I get the chance,” she whispers.
Finally she hears her train being called, snatches up her bag, and pushes her way through the crowd. It’s a long train behind two huffing black engines leaking clouds of steam, and it takes her a while to find her assigned compartment. She’s the second to get there, behind a civilian woman with a vast handbag stuffed with salamis and wilting flowers.
“Ma’am,” Rainy says respectfully, and takes a window seat. The woman glares at her and pulls her bag closer, as if fearing Rainy will take something.
Three young male soldiers pile in—the compartment can hold eight if no one breathes too deeply. They’re either drunk very early or drunk very late, depending on whether they’ve gone to bed.
“Hey, it’s a girl!” one of them says, and flops fragrantly beside her. They’re all privates; no insignia of rank yet adorns their uniforms.
“You sure that’s a girl? Don’t look like no girl. Looks like a . . .” And there his verbal abilities fail him, and he trains unfocused eyes on Rainy before slumping back, unconscious.
A conductor is pushing his way down the jammed and noisy corridor, leading a male officer. He reaches the door to the compartment, holds it open, accepts a tip, and, as he closes the compartment door, slides down the roll-up blind.
Rainy watches the officer, a first lieutenant. The lieutenant watches her right back, takes in the three drunks and the civilian woman, and sits opposite Rainy.
The two more-conscious soldiers immediately attempt to straighten themselves up, adjusting caps and in one case making a valiant but doomed attempt to align buttons with their proper holes.
It is unusual, to say the least, to have an officer sitting here in the cheap seats. Maybe the train is overloaded. But no, this officer was guided here.