“It means he thinks I’m difficult, and he needs to get in really close to tell me all about it.” I’ve noticed all the things she said. I just don’t want to assume anything and then get my heart broken.
“I think he’d like to tell you all about his huge Zandian cock.” She sticks out her tongue.
I make a tiny scream of delight. “Mother Earth, no! He does not.”
“Bet you.”
“No.” I stand up. “So what is the human group doing to prepare for the festival?”
“The decoration committee asked if you want to help.” She goes to her food storage area. “Want some berries?”
“Please.” I join her at the table, where she sets out fluid tubes as well. “That could be fun.”
“The entire city will be transformed into a crystal paradise.” Her voice is reverent. “We’re going to have lanterns and crystals all over. The entire capital will sparkle with light and love.”
“Ribbons too?”
“Yes, made of spider silk.” She leaves the berries, grabs her comm device and pulls up some images. “Look at these renderings I got from Esalyn. This is how the main streets will look.”
“Oh, Mother Earth.” My voice is low. “It’s like—nothing I’ve seen.”
The human woman has skillfully drawn a perfect rendition of the main square, and the way it’s decked out with crystals and flowing cloths and shining lanterns makes something sing inside my soul.
“It’s not even the festival yet, and I’m already happy.”
“That’s why it’s so powerful.” Mirelle takes my hand across the table. “The energy in the air is already higher as the sun gets closer to the peak. The solstice itself is just the maximum point. And every being, not just Zandians, feels the energy.”
A pang of unease intrudes. “But the whole emphasis on mating selection.” I pull my hand away from hers. “That’s a big part of it, this time.”
“Well.” She doesn’t meet my eyes. Gets busy with the berries, arranging them on a plate with some kind of luscious cream. “It’s not a mandate, Kee. But yes, the king does want all unmated beings on the planet to make a real effort to choose. If they can. You know he doesn’t ever force.”
I nod. “I’ve been here an entire solar cycle and I’m still unmated.” And I feel super guilty about it.
Mirelle pushes the berries to me. “So I know you have a thing for Mykl. But if that doesn’t work out… I mean, how about those two warriors who like you? Arc and Bow? They’re handsome. Don’t you think?”
I shrug. In truth, the tall, fierce Zandians are—objectively speaking—are some of the hottest males on this planet. I know I’m lucky that such successful, strong and handsome beings want me. But it’s hard to muster enthusiasm at the idea of mating them. I can’t imagine being with one, let alone both.
“What if you just spent a little time with them? Just to see?”
“I guess.” My voice holds little enthusiasm. “I mean, is that an order from the king, or something?”
“First of all, I’m not his messenger. He has other beings for that. Second, didn’t we just talk about how he won’t force people into becoming couples?” Mirelle rolls her eyes.
“I just think I’m overstaying my welcome if I don’t get mated. I mean, every other human female finds someone right away. I’m taking too long.”
Mirelle looks at me, and her eyes hold sympathy. “I hope things work out with Mykl. And it’s fun to talk about him. But if it just won’t happen, you need to move on. Pick someone else. It’s better for you, too.”
Anger surges. “Yeah, you think? Thanks for the news flash.”
At the startled hurt in her eyes, I sigh. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean it that way. I’m just on edge. Please forgive me.”
“I forgive you.” She smiles. “Just… spend some quality time with them. Okay? I’ll set something up with my mates. A get-together for all of us. No pressure. Say yes?” A beat goes by. “I just want to see you happy. You know, so many couples or trios here on Zandia ended up loving beings they initially didn’t even like. sometimes when you spend time, that spark is there. Give yourself a chance just to see.”
“Fine. Set it up.” I swallow. “I’ll talk to them again and see how it goes. But no promises.”
Her smile is wide and enthusiastic. “Great! This is going to be fun. You’ll see.”
Kianna