You Break Me (The Prospect 2)

“I think about how annoying you are.” I smirk and he leans down angling his head toward mine. I don’t know what is happening. Maybe it is my hormones being fucking crazy or maybe part of me still does love him. Him and his stupid good looks. That honey kissed skin that looks like he’s had too much sun. His strong jawline with a days old stubble growing on it. The sexy as sin colorful tattoos that cover his hands and sleeve up both arms. His height as he towers over me are all things that attract me to him.

“You wanna know what I’m thinking?” I stay quiet so he drops his voice down low and whispers in my ear. His lips brush the shell of my ear. “Thinking I wanna take my time with you and do things right this time. Thinking that I really want to kiss you right now but I’m going to make you wait for it because I haven’t earned it yet. But mark my words, Nikki, I’m not going anywhere. I’m going to be right here day in and day out reminding you of what we had. What we should have had and what we will have. I’m gonna be your man.”

I shake his words off and the attraction I was feeling for a mere second. “I’m getting really sick and fucking tired of everyone telling me that they’re my man.”

His gaze darkens. “That cunt been giving you shit?” He’s referring to Susan or Crystal I’m assuming.

“Nothing I can’t handle on my own.”

“You’re not alone, Nikki. I’m not going anywhere and if anyone is giving you a hard time all you gotta do is say the word and I’ll stomp their ass.”

I bite back the tears that are threatening to fall. I’m so lost and confused. My head and my heart are pulling me in a million different directions. The girl I used to be misses Cruiz. The pregnancy has me wishing I could be a family with Grady and our baby. Neither option is reasonable but yet I want them both.

“Cruiz…”

“Don’t fight me, Nikki. You and I both know you never stopped loving me. We both know it shoulda been me you married and my baby you had. I shoulda been the first man to sink balls deep in that pussy and fill you up over and over again, but I’m here now and I want what’s mine. I want you, Sophia, this baby…I want it all and you’re going to give it to me because you know you want me.”

He pushes me into the dressing room. Before I know what I am doing, I am giving in to him. His mouth is hot on my neck as he presses me against the mirror. “This is gonna be fast because we don’t have much time, but later I am gonna take you home and eat your pussy and fuck you until you can’t walk. It’s gonna be my name you cry out. It’s gonna be my cum filling this cunt like it always should have been.”

I should want to tell him to fuck off. I should scream, but instead I turn into to him like

a horny little bitch and we fuck against the wall. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. It’s like I can’t fucking think straight around these men but as he thrusts inside me and my head bangs against the wall of this dressing room, I know one thing, Mateo Cruiz is still in my heart and I don’t know if I am strong enough to stay away now that I have him back.

“After you have this kid, I’m going to knock you up again. Want my baby inside you, Nikki. Want you tied to me in every way possible.”

His words shouldn’t make me orgasm, but they do. The idea of having his baby and doing things the way we always talked about makes me hot and bothered. However, then there is Grady creeping into my thoughts and in my head, he joins Cruiz and me. The two of them penetrate me together. They double stuff my pussy with their dicks and I let out a cry as another orgasm quakes through my body.

Chapter 27

Cruiz

“What are you doing here, Cruiz. I told you that I need space. Showing up at my door unannounced is not giving me space. Why does everyone keep showing up here expecting a welcome wagon?”

“Who is giving you shit? I’ll take care of it. Just give me a name.”

Nikki shakes her head. “It’s nothing. The past just won’t leave me alone is all.” She rolls her eyes and steps aside to let me in when she sees I brought her and Sophia a pizza and salads.

“Figured I’d save you from having to cook. You mentioned being tired. If you want me to keep an eye on Sophia while you take a bath and nap or whatever I will.”

“Thanks, but we can manage. She’s eleven not three.” She laughs under her breath as I sit the food on the kitchen table.

“I know but I want to get to know her too. She’s a part of you and that makes her important to me. The shit Tricky did and the plans I heard that he had for her. I could dig the bastard up and kill him again.” I grind my teeth getting angrier just thinking about the piece of shit.

“Yeah well he’s dead and I don’t like talking about him unless I have to. I only do if Sophia brings him up.”

I take the hint and change the subject. “You still like bacon and hot peppers on your pizza?”

Nikki opens the lid of the pizza box and grins. “You remembered.” A smirk stretches across her full lips.

“Of course. I remember every fucking thing about you, baby. How could I ever forget the only woman who has ever had my heart. The only woman I ever wanted to make my wife.”

She shakes her head, tears filling her eyes. “I must not have meant all that much to you since you had to go and fuck Susan behind my back.”

Fuck, I knew she’d bring that up, but I was expecting it at least. “Baby, I was a dick, I was drunk, and I regretted that moment ever since. I’m gonna make it up to you, Nikki. I can say sorry until I blue in the face, but actions speak louder than words, I promise, right now, you and me. Always,” I vow to her.

“Mateo,” she whispers. “Please don’t do this right now. Let’s just enjoy the pizza.”

“Just stating the facts. I finally have you back and you called me Mateo. I like that shit. Keep it up, sweetheart.” I wink at her and she blushes.