The slave agrees to submit sexually to the Master in all ways. This applies to all situations in which the Master and slave interact sexually, both in private and if applicable, in public. Failure to obey will result in punishment as the Master sees fit with the exception of the slave's veto right (section 1.0.1). Once entered into the Slavery Agreement, the slave's body belongs to the Master, to be used as He desires, within the guidelines defined herein. When they are together, the slave exists solely to please the Master and will do so to the best of her ability.
1.0.1 Slave's Veto
The slave may refuse to comply with any command or act that is illegal or would result in permanent bodily or psychological harm to said slave, that would shed blood or involve breaking of any law.
I was really interested in what it said about Drake:
2.0.0 Master's Role
Once He signs the Agreement, the Master takes on full responsibility for the slave's body and is given license to do with her sexually as He sees fit, under the provisions determined in the Agreement. The Master will care for the slave, arrange for her safety and well-being, as long as He owns her. The Master commits to treat the slave properly, to train her, punish her, and use her as He sees fit.
3.0.0 Punishment
The slave agrees to accept punishment the Master chooses to inflict. Failure to comply with Master's demands immediately and properly will result in discipline, until it is performed satisfactorily. Refusal to comply with Master's demands will result in punishment, to include any of the following: bare handed spanking, denial of orgasm, denial of attention.
4.0.0 Others
The slave may not seek any other Master or lover or relate to others in any sexual or submissive way without the Master's permission. If the slave does, it will be considered a breach of the Agreement, and will result in termination of the Agreement. The Master will not give the slave to other Masters.
So, he wanted exclusivity. I was glad to see that clause. I had no interest in being shared with other men. I had a hard enough time being with one man, let alone more than one.
The final section included his limits, which I was most interested in reading to see if we were compatible.
5.0.0 Limits
The slave agrees to the following activities, which the Master shall engage in at His discretion:
- All forms of sexual intercourse, oral sex and play, anal sex and play, masturbation, mutual masturbation, vaginal fisting;
- All forms of bondage with the following: Rope, leather, and other suitable restraint materials, and other restraints as the Master sees fit;
- The use of appropriately designed sex toys, including but not limited to vibrators, dildos, anal training toys, vagina beads, etc.
Anal sex? Anal training? Vaginal fisting? How could he include anal sex, knowing that it was one thing I freaked over with Kurt? I told Lara that – I assumed he understood when we talked that it was off limits.
All of a sudden, I didn't feel quite so positive about this agreement.
He did say I could strike things off the list, but he also said it was his role as Dom to push my limits. Would I end up doing the things I didn't want to just to please him? Would I hate doing them, but do them anyway so he'd be happy, and nice to me, keep being my Dom?
I remembered reading The Story of O and thinking how horrible O's existence was. How her submission was nothing more than an excuse for the men to abuse her and get away with it.
Drake was so desirable, so powerfully persuasive, so knowledgeable about how to manipulate women, including me, that I feared I'd do almost anything to please him if I let myself.
I thought back to my experiences with him – all the touches, the eye contact, the sound of his voice, soft at times, harsh at times, low, sexy… How blunt he was about some things, and yet, how he knew when to be soft.
I could still rip up this agreement, send him an email and tell him that I'd changed my mind.
Indecision gripped me. All afternoon in my tiny office at Columbia, I dithered about the agreement.
Later, after I arrived home from work, I printed the agreement off and sat at my desk, examining it.
My phone rang. I checked caller ID and it was Dawn.
"Hello," I said, chewing a fingernail, undecided whether to talk to her or not.
"What's up? How did the concert go?"
I sighed and settled back on the couch. How did it go?