Save Me, Daddy

At the first swipe of my tongue, her taste fills my mouth. Salty and decadent, yet sweeter than anything I've ever tasted before. I hear her moaning as I cover her sex with my mouth, flicking lightly at her clit with my tongue, teasing her and teasing her until she begins to rock against me.

The smooth skin slides back and forth over my hungry mouth, and I lap at her channel until she shudders, crying out against the back of her fist. Her legs clamp over my ears and I gulp the deluge of honey that she releases into my eager mouth.

When her trembling subsides, I lean over and take her into my arms, pulling her tightly to my chest. Her breath comes out in shallow, animal pants and I hold her to me as close I can.

“That was beautiful,” I sigh into her hair, kissing the top of her head. “Did you like that, baby?”

She nods urgently, pushing back so she can meet my eyes. Her gaze is slightly glassy. The tip of her nose is pink and she is still slightly breathless.

“Was it… okay?” she asks me timidly.

I chuckle, knowing there's no way she could possibly know how amazing that was. How could I even explain it to her?

“The most delicious thing in the world,” I tell her, and it's true. “Now just put your head down and rest a little bit, okay? Let's just lay here together for a little while.”

Obediently, she falls against me and I just hold her, waiting for the moment her breathing slows and I can feel her drift off against me. I wonder if I've ever been quite this happy. It's such a simple thing, to connect with her. It's effortless.

Chapter 14

Kita

I should be studying, but I can't. What happened between me and Daniel was… well, it completely blew my mind. I’ve never felt anything like that before. Of course I touch myself, of course I’ve had orgasms but… his tongue is so soft. So warm. Something about having him licking me there was like…

Oh my God. It was amazing.

What else have I been missing?

That same map of Southeast Asia swims in front of my eyes again. I swear, I'm never going to get this thing memorized. Instead, I find myself picturing him over and over again, the way his eyes were half-closed, the vibrations he made deep inside me as he groaned against me. He seemed so hungry, so excited to be doing what he was doing that I got over my shyness very quickly. Obviously, he was having a pretty good time. But not as good as I was.

No, I have to memorize this map. Where was Formosa again?

The little orange shape shimmers on the map. Beautiful girl. Surrounded by water, a place empires fought over. Eventually Formosa came to be known as Taiwan, and no longer considered independent. The people who live there still consider themselves a sovereign nation, but China disagrees.

I scowl at the map until it goes foggy again. Foggy like early morning light through the sheer curtains in Daniel’s room, the morning I walked in on him masturbating. It took me a moment to really see him through the glare. His beautiful, heaving body. That thick erection in his fist, the rough way that he handled it. I always thought that they were delicate things, the way guys are always trying to protect themselves from getting kicked in the nuts all the time. But that was something else. Aggressive. Masculine. It makes some dark part of me sit up and pay attention. Some deep need swells and twinges.

And it also makes me wonder, how would I go about giving him the same kind of pleasure? I mean, people do it all the time, right? It can't be that hard.

I think he is gone for the night, so I switch over to YouTube to see if I can find an instructional video or something.

What. I'm doing research.

This is important. It's a life skill, like looking up home repair or a recipe or something, right?

But this first video looks... impossible. A young couple position themselves in front of the camera. He drags a pair of sweatpants off, and his erection springs out. The look on his face is sort of annoyi

ng, not smooth and masculine like Daniel, at all. The girl licks her lips suggestively and kneels in front of him on the floor, pushing his knees apart with a flirty coo.

I am not sure this video is the one for me. First of all, that penis looks like a soup can or something. How is she even going to be able to…

Yep. She gets it in there. First she opens her mouth, letting her tongue come far out. She swirls it around his swollen tip until it glistens. Then she licks the shaft from the tip all the way to the bottom, sometimes, flicking back and forth.

After a little while of this, he places his hand on the back of her head. I guess this is her cue to try to fit the soup can in there. She shifts her weight, lifting her chin. Her cheeks puff out, then suck in. She bobs up and down slowly as he guides her. He moans almost constantly, sometimes panting, sometimes muttering commands or encouragement.

I can hear her breath coming roughly out of her nostrils, so that's a trick. I wondered how people kept breathing. And she seems to be using a lot of spit. Like a lot. It's kind of dribbling down her chin.

But, could I do this? I don't know… looking at the pictures seems sort of different than being there in real life. I mean, you never see sex from this angle, right?

But still, it seems possible. I mean I could try it, right? And I'm happy to see that in this video and the next one, the men are not too shy or tender. They don’t flinch or look like it hurts at all. The girls sometimes touch their balls, and sometimes don't. Sometimes they take the whole thing in their mouth, but sometimes just the tip while holding the shaft in their hands. That's good. I don’t think I’m going to be able to fit a whole one in my mouth.