I turn in to Colt’s arms, pressing my chest into his. “Take me to bed,” I say before I press my mouth to his. I know he’ll make my first time good. It’s the kind of man he is. His hands might be rough to the touch but he’ll handle me with care. I have to only pray I don’t let my heart fall too much. I don’t know if this is forever. Hell, I don’t know if I’ll be on a plane back out of here tomorrow. But I have to live in the now. For the first time in my life I’m going to let myself do that.
His mouth takes mine. I started the kiss but he easily takes it over. Colt may be a gentleman but under it all there is an aggressive man. I think that man only comes out when pressed. He contains that side of him well, only using it as a last resort. I’m enjoying that I was the one to bring it to the surface. The knowledge that I can test his control makes me feel sexy.
“Anything you want, sugar.” He stands, his hands going to my ass to keep me pressed to him. I wrap my legs around him. I kiss at his neck as he pushes into two double doors that lead right into the master suite off the deck. Moments later my back hits the bed. He stands on the side looking down at me for a moment, his eyes everywhere. He goes for my sleep shorts, pulling them down my legs, leaving me naked in his bed.
My heart starts pounding in my chest wondering what he thinks. I’ve never been full-on naked in front of a man before. I know I am more legs than anything. I don’t have a ton of hips like some girls. My breasts are but a mere handful. I remember the first time I saw Delilah, I thought she had curves in all the right places, but the way Colt’s eyes are eating up every inch of me I’m thinking he enjoys my body just fine.
His heated gaze soothes some of my shyness. It emboldens me to spread my legs, inviting him to take what I want him to have. I never thought I was saving my virginity. It just wasn’t something I had the time for or wanted to deal with. Now I think I was waiting for this man. It no longer feels like it is something I need to do. I no longer want to get it over with and be done. No, this is going to be everything. I want to see and feel the entire experience with Colton. I know that, regardless of what happens between us, I will remember this for the rest of my life. I am thankful that this special memory will be with him. I’ll always have a piece of him.
“Fucking hell you’re beautiful.” His voice is gruff, almost sounding pained. He has no idea how beautiful he makes me feel looking at me the way he is.
“Colt, I need…” I try to scoot further up the bed but his wrist wraps around my ankle, pulling me down.
“I know what you need, sugar. I’m a big man and I need to get you ready before I give it to you. I think it’s time for my real dessert.” He licks his lips, his eyes traveling to between my thighs. “Keep those gorgeous legs spread for me, Charlotte. I need to taste your cum on my tongue.” His head dips down and my eyes are trained on him as he takes his first lick of me. His eyes close for a second as if he’s trying to get himself under control. My moan jolts him out of his state. His eyes meet mine as his tongue delves into my folds. It’s the most erotic experience of my life. My eyes focus on him and his on me as he works me, licking and sucking me toward another orgasm. One of those thick fingers lingers at my entrance. He begins to push it in but stops.
“Fucking hell you’re tight,” he groans against my clit. My entire body flushes as my arm comes up to cover my eyes.
Colton looks up at me. “Why are you hiding yourself from me?”
I peek out from behind my arm. It’s not like he’s not going to find out. I might as well blurt it out.
“I’ve never done this before, Colt.” I’d gotten lost in the moment. I thought maybe he wouldn’t be able to tell. “I’m sorry, I should have said something sooner.”
“You think I don’t know that, sugar?” He takes a long lick of me, his tongue circling my clit. “I can taste your innocence,” he tells me. “See it in your eyes. You try and hide it but I see you.”