“She was right. I did hold back to protect myself, and in the end it was why she’d left. If I had been more forthcoming and committed the outcome might have been different.”
“How can you look at it that way?” she asked. Her eyes narrowed as she eyed him cautiously.
“Trust me; I didn’t for a long time. But the time you and I spent apart allowed me to work things out. My request wasn’t just a cop-out because I was scared.” He chuckled when she pursed her lips and gave him a look that said she thought he was full of shit.
“Okay, not completely.”
He took a deep sigh as he leaned back into the seat feeling lighter for the story he’d told. It was strangely cathartic to tell someone else what had happened to him in detail. Sidney felt his nerves fray as she remained silent. Her eyes narrowed as she studied his face. She leaned forward, a gentle smile on her face as she caressed his face with the tips of her fingers.
“For the first time I really see you, Sidney Rothman. You’re not an easy man to get to know, and I’m honored that you opened yourself to me this way.” A shiver ran down his spine as her strokes moved down his face to his neck. He swallowed, unused to being on the receiving end of sensations and dominance. Sutton rose on to her knees, cupped his face in her soft hands and placed gentle kisses on his face.
“You’re so beautiful, Sidney.” Her words were accompanied by her lips on his skin. Each one felt like a balm that healed the wounds of the past as they moved forward together. “I want you to make me yours completely, Sidney.” His cock hardened and twitched as her tongue laved his neck.
“Are you certain about that? Because once I claim you and collar you, there’s no going back, pet.”
“I don’t want to go back.”
A feral growl rumbled from his chest as he pulled her into his lap, and devoured her mouth. He punished her lips, biting and soothing the pain with his tongue as he placed his first claim.
“By the time I’m done with you tonight, there won’t be a part of you that’s unexplored.”
Sutton shivered as he eased her back against the couch and slid onto his knees before her spreading her legs wide. Her trimmed pussy glistened with her essence, and he hummed in the back of his throat. She was still following his directions, despite their separation. It spoke volumes about her commitment and enjoyment of their lifestyle. Funny how something so tiny could fill him with reassurance. He buried his face between her thighs and sucked her swollen bud into his mouth, willing her to understand she wasn’t the only one surrendering a part of themselves tonight. He wasn’t a man of elegant words, despite his PhD, but she seemed to understand his silent language.
The feel of her fingers buried in his hair as she forced his head closer was a possessive hold he savored. He licked her slick seam, slurped up her fresh offering of cream and plunged his tongue deep inside as her body tensed, and she began to shake. She came in a gush of liquid he eagerly drank down.
“P-please, no more. It’s too much.” Sutton begged as he continued to lap at her as she came down from her plateau.
“No, it’s just the beginning,” he said. He pulled away and slid a finger inside her entrance. He smirked when she hissed and thrust against him to seek more.
“So tight and eager.” He paused. “I think it’s time we relocate. We’ll need a bed for what I have in mind, and you’re much too overdressed.”
Sidney forced himself away from her and moved into a standing position. He picked her up into his arms and headed to the bedroom.
****
She trembled as Sidney laid her back onto his bed. The moonlight spilled in through the window and lit his face. Her heart lurched. She loved him. Her eyes drank him in, and she removed his clothes.
“You’re much too overdressed now, pet.” He deftly unbuttoned her blouse and bra, pushing both down her arms to lie on the floor. The rest of her clothes soon followed, and Sutton purred when he bent over her body and massaged her breasts.
“You have such beautiful breasts; I could play with them all night.”
Her head fell back against the bed as his fingers plucked and strummed her nipples like an instrument.
“You like that don’t you, my girl? I bet I could make you come just by playing with your tits.” He accompanied his words with tweaks. Each one was harder than the last and left her breast swollen and heavy. She cried out as the exquisite blend of pleasure and pain shot through her body.
“You like that, love?”
“Yes, Professor.”
He continued his ministrations, and moments later she was coming apart. When she came back to herself his fingers were making long sure strokes inside her.
“Do I need to get a condom?” he asked.
“No, I started the Pill. Are you safe?”
“Yes, I was tested recently to do the work-up for our official agreement for you to become my sub.”
“Are you ready?” Sidney removed his fingers and replaced them with the head of his cock. She nodded, unable to speak as her heart pounded in her ears, and her throat went dry. With a gentle push forward he was inside, stretching her as she tensed. He paused midway and leaned down to kiss her. His lips were firm and commanding, and she was lost in the heady taste of his mouth and the feel of his fingers on her clit.