“You feel me pounding my pussy?”
“Yes.”
The friction and her inner spasms take me over two strokes later. I bite her shoulder and give her everything I have to give. I rest my head between her breasts, and she cups my head, holding me to her. I want to say the words back to her, but they stick in my throat. So, I wrap my arms around her and will her to feel all the things I can’t say.
***
“You got time for me, P?” I ask as I stand outside his office in the back of the club. I owe him a conversation.
“Yeah, come in and close the door behind you.” I close the door. “Take a seat.”
I sink into the leather seat and sigh. He plans on giving me an ear full. After what went down at Boomers I have no doubt he put tech squad on digging up everything they could on Blanche. He’s testing me to see if I’m going to be straight with him.
“What’s up with your woman, brother?” Stone asks.
I crack my neck. There’s no way to pretty up the ugly truth. B hasn’t talked to me about it personally, but after that day at Boomer’s I looked her up on the net. The story made me see red. I want to find the asshole so I can give him what he deserves. Rotting away in jail is too kind for what he did. I don’t have the right to ask anything from the club now, but once she’s my Old Lady if he comes sniffing around, we’ll handle it.
“I’ll give you a summary. She was married to a pretty prominent surgeon fresh out of college. He comes home late one night and for reasons unknown went off his gourd. He tried to murder her at their million dollar mansion about a year ago. She fought and escaped. He fled the scene and has been on the run every sense. You can imagine she was hounded and his name was dragged through the mud. All kinds of mistresses and questionable behavior came out in the wash. His parent’s blame her.”
“What the fuck?” Stone says.
“Don’t ask. They’re crazy. I’ve seen them and every other friend she’s run into treat her as if she was the bad guy.”
“Is that what happened at Boomers?”
“Yes, they were showing their disdain for her fall. They think she’s lowering her standards dating me.”
“Rich people think money makes them gods. They say we have an old world mentality, but we got nothing on their pompous attitudes. Your girl is from the south too, isn’t she?”
I nod my head. “Yeah, a tiny town in Tennessee.”
“She’s stuck between a rock and a hard place then. I don’t like the thought of media attention coming our way.”
“I know. Things have died off for her in the media. Whitney, her daughter is at school in Virginia now, so they have no reason to target her. Unless they catch him, think we’re good.”
“You really into her, aren’t you, Freeze.”
I grit my teeth. He’s making me go places with him I don’t want to.
“I wouldn’t have brought her around otherwise.”
“You figure out her spot in your life, yet?”
“By me side.”
“Permanently?”
“Yeah.”
“She know that?”
I look up and count to ten. “Look, she’s not a threat to you or the club. She knows how to keep her mouth shut, and I’m teaching her how things work. When I come to you and ask for permission to make her my Old Lady she’ll be ready. That’s the only explanation I owe you, and it’s all I’m going to give. All the other details are between us.”
“You’re a private motherfucker, aren’t you? Even after all this time around us, we aren’t your family really, are we?”
“You’re the only family I have. I want to patch in here. You know my story. This is all I have. Maybe I don’t act like the other brothers, but most of them grew up here. They had at least one parent in the home. You grow up being bounced place to place you stop making attachments.”
“I get that. It’s why I’m suspicious about this woman. I’m not prying to be nosey, brother. I’m covering all our asses. Why is she different? I know it takes more than a golden vagina to land a Nomad.”