I guess that answers the question. The only one standing in my way is me. If I could remember that when we’re together and not just when I’m alone with my thoughts, that’d be good.
I looked around and out the window where I could see part of the fields beyond. There were men off in the distance and I didn’t hear anyone near the house.
Still I was a little apprehensive when I went into history to find the site he’d had playing in the background while he blew my mind. I wonder how he knew that sexy sounds are a big turn on for me?
As the video came on screen I felt my face flush and a sweet tingle between my thighs. It was a role play skit I guess you’d call it. It was also the first time I’ve been brave enough to watch one of these things.
I watched about ten minutes before I got twitchy and had to turn it off and get back to work. I didn’t get much done because my mind kept flashing back to the things he’d done and said to me.
By the time he came back a few hours later I’d pulled myself together enough to get a little bit more done. He didn’t even ask, didn’t scold me for not doing more.
“You hungry baby? You wanna run into town for dinner or should we throw something together here?” My heart was already thumping at the sight of him and now the thought of spending the next few hours alone with him here got my juices flowing again.
“If you don’t mind, can we make something here?”
“Sure, I hope you like steak because that’s about all I have in the freezer. Why don’t I go defrost a couple in the microwave before I get cleaned up?”
He didn’t come into the room but stood in the doorway as he spoke. When he turned and walked away I started to doubt myself again. Do I turn him off now?
Should I not have let him do all those things to me so soon? Not have shared my innermost secrets? Why am I so stupid? When will I learn? As if hearing my thoughts he was back in the doorway seconds later.
This time he didn’t say anything, just stood in the doorway watching me as I fought hard not to cry. “Did something happen?” Now he walked into the room. I was too choked up to speak so I just shook my head no.
He stopped in front of me and with his hand under my chin, lifted my eyes to his. ‘Then what is that look on your face?” I tried shaking my head out of his grasp but he just squeezed his fingers tighter.
‘Talk to me. Look me in the eye and tell me what’s on your mind.” I felt the first tear leave the corner of my eye and wished I could be anywhere but here. How could I tell him what I was thinking? The look in his eyes told me I didn’t have a choice.
“You didn’t say hi when you came in, you didn’t kiss me. I thought…”
“You thought what Belle?”
“That you were ashamed of me, of the way I acted before.” My voice had gone whisper soft and I shifted my gaze from his.
“I didn’t come near you because I stink of horse and cattle. Look at me!” He leaned in and turned my face up to his.
“Don’t ever think I don’t want you, there’s nothing that could make that happen. Feel this.” He took my hand and placed it on his cock. I can’t believe that this was the first time in my adult life that I’d called a man’s member a cock. I felt so naughty.
“You see how hard that is? It stays that way all day ever since I saw your ass walking across the parking lot. Now let me go take care of what I have to and I’ll take care of you later.”
Instead of walking away immediately he gave me the kiss I didn’t know I was dying for. I was hot and breathless by the time he pulled away. “Why don’t I get the steaks started while you shower?”
“Sounds good!” He drew me in for one last kiss before leaving. I walked into the kitchen humming, feeling more at home there than I ever had in the apartment I’d shared with my husband.
Logan
I took my time in the shower all the while wearing a stupid grin on my face. She was coming out of her shell more and more and I like the person she’s been hiding behind that shy demeanor.
All day I’d thought of her and the things she’d revealed about herself. I surmised from some of them that her ex had been a fuckwit in the bedroom.