“I’m sorry” is all I manage to say as I plunge all the way inside and then collapse on top of her.
I’m already cumming the second her pussy wraps around me, and I don’t even get a chance to thrust more than that first one. I should be embarrassed, but again my brain is nowhere to be found, and all I can do is lie on top of her while my cock pulses and empties.
Somewhere in the back of my mind I register that she’s tense and trying to breathe evenly. I kiss her neck and cheek and then her lips as I whisper how perfect she is.
“So fucking beautiful,” I breathe, placing kisses on her eyelashes. “Thank you for giving me this.” I feel her nails dig into my back, and my cock is ready to cum again. “I need you so much.”
“Shy,” she says softly, and when her eyes open, her lids are hooded. “Slow.”
I nod as I take my time, kissing my way down her neck and to her breasts. I suck on her nipples one at a time and bury my face between them.
“You don’t know how many times I imagined this.” Pulling out just a little, I slowly inch back into her. She tenses, but this time it’s not as much, and my cum helps slick her entrance. When I glance between us, I see the tinge of red around the base of my cock and then I look back at her. Our eyes meet, and I nod. “It’s done now.”
“I should have told you.”
“You didn’t have to.” I brush her hair away from her face and kiss along her jaw and neck. My thrusts are slow and steady, and I feel her clench around me, wanting more. “Maybe it’s because we’re more alike than you think.”
“Shy?” Her hands rest against my chest, and I nod.
“I think maybe somewhere in my heart, I knew I was waiting for you.” I rub my nose against hers and swallow hard. “I think all of my life has led to now. To be here with you, to make love to you.” I kiss her softly once more. “To protect you.”
“I don’t want anyone else but you.” She says it like it’s a vow, and it goes straight to my soul. I feel the same. I know now why I’ve never wanted another until her.
“Let me love you” is all I say before I lean down and press my lips to hers.
For so long, part of me wondered if I could ever be enough, if I could ever give her enough. But that was all an excuse to protect myself. All my life I’ve guarded my feelings and never gave anyone more than just small pieces here and there. With Carrie, I’ve cracked my chest open, and I’m offering all of it to her. She doesn’t even have to give me the same if she doesn’t want to, but I have to do this.
Sliding one arm behind her knee, I open her up and go deeper. She gasps when I grind against her clit, and I do it over and over. Her eyes shut, and she arches her back as her chest flushes pink. Leaning down, I latch on to her nipple just as she cums, and it sets her off once more.
As she squeezes around my cock, I follow her over the edge and just barely keep myself from collapsing on top of her. It’s just as intense as the first time, and I feel like I’ve been reborn in her arms. Every cell in my body is rejoicing as I hold her close and kiss her like she’s the only thing keeping me alive.
Later on, when we’ve made love so many times that I’ve lost count, I smile and realize how right I really was. She’s my reason for living.
Chapter Seven
Carrie
“Wow.” I glance around my apartment in shock.
It’s been a few weeks since my place was ransacked. I haven't stepped a foot back in here since that day. Whenever I needed something, Shy would grab it for me.
While everything is all put back together, it’s even emptier than before. I’ve noticed more and more of my stuff, beyond what I’d ask Shy to grab for me, popping up at his place. From my bathroom stuff, to a lamp, and then the other day my whole desk. He even cleared out half his closet for me. If anyone was to come over to Shy’s place, they’d think we live together.
“What are you doing here?” I let out a small, surprised scream, spinning around to see Shy standing in the doorway of my place.
“You scared the crap out of me.” I put my hand over my pounding heart. I’m not sure I can ever live here again because I’ll always be on edge. When I’m at Shy’s apartment, I know I’m safe. He wouldn’t let anything happen to me.