Dr. Rick Coleman stepped inside, whistling a tune to himself. “Oh—there you are, Nurse Hackett! Dr. Mason was looking for you. Max, my man! How’s it going?”
“Hey Rick,” Max said, wiping his lips and then scratching behind his ear.
I hastily searched around for some paper-towels to wipe up my spilled tea.
“Go ahead, Kylie. I got it,” Max said.
I nodded, my heart racing as I retreated from the room.
What was it about him that kept me coming back for more? I was breaking the hospital policy of no fraternizing with your superiors, but I didn’t care. He was so damn enticing, and I just couldn’t get enough.
CHAPTER 12
Max
Because I so badly wanted the day to end, it naturally slugged by with excruciating slowness. I needed to be free from the hospital’s walls, free from thoughts of Raya, and free from the childhood memories I so desperately wished to leave behind.
Not to mention, I needed to be free from the feelings Kylie kept bringing to the surface. Damn, that girl. She got me to talk about my past, while I sat there and considered slipping a hand underneath her scrubs.
As I rounded the corner to leave the hospital, I came to a screeching halt at the sight of Kylie talking with Nurse Tyson and the intern. It sometimes seemed like the simple thought of Kylie could make her appear, as if my subconscious somehow had a way of wheeling her in. Unfortunately, now just wasn’t the time to face her again, especially since I knew Raya was undoubtedly the topic of the conversation she was partaking in. What else would Kylie have to talk to Nurse Tyson and her intern about?
I clenched my jaw and slowly started to move backwards, hoping my presence would remain undetected. But of course, luck wasn’t on my side. Sensing me, Kylie looked up right before I’d managed to take myself out of view. Our eyes locked for a moment before I turned my back and hurried o
ff in the opposite direction, deciding to use an alternate exit. It would take me longer to get to my car, but I didn’t care.
“Hey there, Dr. Lewis.”
I looked toward my left and mustered a smile at Megan, a nurse I knew was friends with Kylie. “Good night, Megan. See you later,” I said.
“Wait, Lewis—I think Kylie wanted to see you before you left.”
I’m sure she does, I thought, and fought to keep my expression neutral. “I’m kind of in a hurry. If you see her, tell her I’ll catch her later,” I said, and then picked up my pace because I knew that speaking of Kylie would make her appear again. Some God damned magic or something.
I burst out of the hospital doors, welcoming the cool evening air. I hadn’t realized how much those walls had been stifling me until that point. Despite the coolness of the air, there was a slight mugginess to it too, and the darkening clouds hovering overhead foretold of rain. I listened to the sounds of my shoes hitting the pavement, along with the gentle hum of distant traffic and the varying styles of music coming from the occasional cars that passed by. The noises managed to momentarily cloud my mind until I finally reached my car and hopped in. With a sigh, I cranked the engine and turned on my own radio, blasting it at full volume. It was no use though; my thoughts could no longer be silenced.
I tore out of the parking lot and watched the hospital building grow smaller in my rearview mirror. The smaller the building appeared though, the larger Kylie’s face grew in my mind.
Although I hadn’t disclosed much to her, I had still told her more than I could remember telling anyone in recent memory. Hell, not even just recent memory—I’d told her more than I had ever told anyone, period.
All throughout school, classmates had been able to piece together parts of my story due to the rampant rumors that tended to snake through adolescent mouths. And although I’m sure plenty of my teachers must have known, I’d never verbally confided in anyone. Even when I entered the military, I kept my mouth shut about my past, including with my superiors. My past held too much power over me, and I never wanted anyone to have any access whatsoever to that power.
Yet, I had given Kylie Hackett a piece of it. I could practically count on my fingers how many days I’d known her, and now she knew one of my biggest secrets.
Again, I marveled at why this woman had such an effect on me. Whatever it was, it went beyond her pretty face. I’d seen plenty of beauties in my day but had never been so close to falling to pieces over them like I felt when around Kylie.
That woman made me feel like a mystery, even to myself.
As I neared my home, I contemplated stopping by a fast-food joint for dinner, but changed my mind, figuring I would rather cook instead. Preparing a meal would help fill the hours before I crashed in bed and help occupy my thoughts as well.
I parked and entered my bachelor’s pad, where I took a quick shower and then headed for the kitchen. After rummaging through the refrigerator for what ingredients I had readily available, I pulled out some tomato sauce, chicken breast, and parmesan cheese, and then raided my cabinets for pasta, herbs, and spices. Chicken parmesan had always been my go-to meal in the military, being something that wasn’t too difficult, but still impressive.
Once it was done, I pulled out a wine glass and almost immediately replaced it, settling for a couple beers instead, despite knowing I would regret it in the morning because I had a mandatory staff meeting to attend.
I sat at my kitchen table eating my meal, not finding it nearly as enjoyable as I wanted it to be. I was alone, as usual, but this time it was different. I didn’t want to be alone.
After meeting Kylie, being alone just didn’t feel right anymore.
CHAPTER 13