I probably wasn’t. Nate came on my chest and then I collapsed onto the bed. Alex stroked my hair behind my ear as Max rubbed over my ass and hips. Nate traced the lines of my breasts and kissed my skin everywhere. I realized they were worshipping me.
Alex turned my face to his. “Let’s get you cleaned up.”
Chapter Twenty-Six: Rose
My scrubs were a second skin. Not because I wore them so often, but because of how sweaty I was. The poor people on the subway were caught in a trample; a rush for the last train I supposed. But the ER had been slammed for hours on hours. I had more patients than I usually get in a week.
Things finally calmed down as those who were admitted got taken care of, and others were cleared to leave.
“That was crazy. So much for a nice first day back.” Dina plopped down next to me in our chill spot.
I smiled softly. I had decided to take a week off. Maybe I was convinced to by a certain three imposing alpha males, but I ultimately made the decision on my own. I needed to be able to focus to do my job, and I couldn’t do that if I was having mini panic attacks every time I heard a noise, or not sleeping at night because I was so afraid.
I took that time to relax, and really get to know the men watching me. It was nice and different to effectively be in a relationship with three men, but it was something I was willing to do because of how I felt. I wanted them all but what was hard to believe was that they all wanted me. An ordinary ER nurse with almost no unique life experience.
The case had taken off and was now in the hands of a bigger monster, the fucking CIA. Apparently it went beyond New York Irish gangs. They were all still directly involved since they had jurisdiction over most of the masterminds behind the whole thing. They were stressed at work but managed to leave everything behind and come take care of me.
When they had their individual watches, we of course spent most of it in the bedroom. It was amazing how they could be so…ahem, focused on two things. But they also started to trust Parker for the guard dog that he was. Still, their gun was always less than two feet away. I grew up with a soldier as a father, so I was used to guns always being around. But the fact that they were there to protect me was still important to me.
“I didn’t expect it to be easy. How have you been? I’m sorry I haven’t called you back…” I felt bad that she had been checking on me, but I had never wanted to disclose everything. I appreciated her caring, but I just didn’t want her worrying about me.
“That’s okay. And my life is boring. I care about you, Rose. You’re the one with the exciting life.”
“Exciting?” I laughed.
“Yes. But scary too, how is the case?” She turned serious.
“It’s okay. People are giving up their bosses and taking deals. They really cracked a hole in it.” I answered her.
“Good. Are you safe though? I watch some pretty crazy movies about this shit.”
I giggled. “Yeah, I’m fine. They keep a good eye on me. They don’t want me in the system, so they watch me themselves. I don’t know how long it will last, but they’re around anyway.”
“Oh. And about that? I need all the details.” She nudged me playfully.
I blushed crimson and bit my lip nervously. It was kind of weird, disclosing those kinds of things but I knew she wasn’t there to judge me. She really did just want the details.
“Um…I don’t know?”
She frowned playfully.
“Okay, okay. It’s different. But exciting. I really like them, all of them. And they like me. It feels like more sometimes but I’m not trying to force anything. Things are just fun and natural, it seemed hard to come by, but everything is easy with them,” I said honestly.
We spent equal nights just talking and cuddling than we did having sex like maniacs, and I enjoyed that balance. When they were all together…I had no idea what my body was capable of. The kind of pleasure I could feel. But they gave me all of it. They worshipped me and treated me like a sweet maiden and dirty nympho at the same time. I felt…special. In some ways, it was very new and scary but then it also felt familiar and easy, too. I knew then that it would always be exciting and fun, even for years to come. Maybe I was thinking ahead, but it was so easy to with them.
They made me feel secure and…loved.
I sighed as I looked at Dina.
“You look so happy, Rose. I never thought I would see it.” Dina giggled.
“What is that supposed to mean?” I laughed.
“I don’t know. You just…well, you are really happy. I like it.”
“Thanks. I am. Of course, there is still some sort of hit man after me, but I don’t even worry about it anymore. It’s kind of like…it’s like how they feel about being cops. There is a high chance they could get shot every day, but they still go out and do their jobs.”
“Do you worry about that?”