Quadruplets Make Six
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So I told him I’d see him at seven.
He texted me the address of the venue and I took the day to rest up for it. My body was more exhausted than it had ever been, and I slipped in and out of sleep all day. I kept dreaming of him. I closed my eyes and saw his beautiful face. I imagined what our child would look like, if they wou
ld have his eyes or mine. Would we have a son or a daughter? Did Graham have a preference? Would his children accept my child as one of their siblings, or would my child forever be destined to be an outcast? I woke up with more worry rushing through my veins than ever before, and I rushed around to get ready for the production.
Then I went to meet Graham.
He was waiting for me with his sons in his arms. They were dressed in suits that matched the one their father had on and it forced a smile upon my cheeks. They were wiggling around and making a mess of their father, and without thinking I held my hands out for one of them. He fell into my grasp and I held him close, smiling down at the boy with shaggy brown hair. He wrapped his arms around me and I held him close, and I could feel Graham’s eyes on me the entire time.
“You look wonderful, Libby.”
“Thanks,” I said. “We should really take our seats.”
I held one of his sons in my lap the entire recital. His daughter was beautiful, tiptoeing around the stage and doing these cute little jumps. Her face lit up every time she was out in front, showcasing how she could twirl and jump and kick high to the sky. I looked over at Graham and saw his eyes light up. He was so proud of his daughter and what she was doing. He cradled his sleeping son against his chest as he took in his daughter’s performance, and my heart melted at the sight. This massive man, with muscles bulging from his suit and eyes that could pierce any enemy, was softened by the moves of his daughter and the feel of his son against his chest.
In that very moment, I understood the type of man Graham was. I got a glimpse of the true person inside. I saw him for who he was, not the businessman-slash-lover he portrayed himself to be. Deep to his core, he was a family man. A man willing to sacrifice anything and everything for the happiness and safety of his children. This was the piece of him I had been missing. This was the piece of him he had been concealing from me. This was what had been missing on all of those dates where I thought he seemed distant and unaware of his surroundings.
I studied him, reveling in the beauty of his fatherhood.
Soft snores started coming from my chest and I dropped my gaze. His son was fast asleep on me, pressed deeply into my bosom with his cheek against my heart. Graham looked down at me, smiling a smile I’d never seen on his face before. I cupped his son’s head with my hand, feeling the way he snuggled closer into me as tears crested my eyes.
We could make a wonderful team if we could get ourselves back on track.
The production ended and the two of us rose to our feet. We clapped our free hands against our legs, cradling the two sleeping twins against our bodies. I started whooping when his daughter took the stage, bowing deeply with her tutu bouncing against her waist.
I looked up at Graham and saw tears lining his eyes, tears of pride as he cheered his daughter on.
We moved from our seats and made our way backstage. The young girls were hustling everywhere, but my eyes were locked on his daughter. The moment she saw her father she took off, running with open arms straight into his. I peeled his sleeping son from him, cradling them both against me so he could hug his daughter tight.
Then she turned to me and smiled.
“Hi! I’m Lizzie. Are you feeling better?”
I furrowed my brow as my eyes darted to Graham.
“She recognizes you from the porch,” he said.
“Oh. Oh! Lizzie, it’s very nice to meet you. And yes, I’m just fine. I wasn’t feeling very well that day, and when I saw you guys were home I ran away so you wouldn’t get sick. I heard the boys weren’t feeling well and I didn’t wanna risk it.”
“Yeah. My brothers had the flu. Do you know which one is which?” Lizzie asked.
I chuckled as Graham set his daughter down onto her feet.
“I’m still getting the hang of it. Why don’t you remind me?” I asked.
“The one with the longer hair is Deacon. The one with the shorter hair parted off to the side like Daddy’s is Daniel.”
“I think I can remember that now,” I said. “Thank you very much for your help.”
“Did you like my dancing?” she asked.
“I loved it. I can’t dance like that. I’m very jealous,” I said.
“I could teach you, if you want.”
“I would like that very much,” I said with a smile.
I looked up at Graham and there was an expression on his face I couldn’t read. I knew he was studying the situation, but there was a shadow of a grin on his cheeks. He reached for Daniel, who was fast asleep, but as soon as my tired arm hit my side I felt a small hand slide within mine.