Beautifully Destroyed (Beautifully Broken)

“Christ, Fin,” Ethan groans. “You’re so beautiful when you come.”

There isn’t a single flashback to the night in the basement, not even when Ethan reaches into the bedside drawer, taking a condom out.

He pushes his sweatpants down, then kicks them off the side of the bed. I watch as he rolls the condom on, loving the dark pubic hair.

Ethan doesn’t crawl over me but instead moves down, tugging my leggings from my legs. It’s the first time we’re both naked at the same time, and it makes everything feel a million times more intimate between us.

He presses a kiss to my hipbone, then to the scattering of hair between my legs. He keeps moving down, his lips brushing over my thigh, my knee, and my shin, as if he wants to kiss every part of my body and make sure there’s not a single inch of me he hasn’t touched.

By the time he moves up my left side, showing it the same affection he gave the right side, I’m squirming with need but loving how treasured he makes me feel.

Ethan’s body settles over mine, our skin touching from feet to chest. A tender look softens his features, and as he positions himself at my opening, I feel like I’m his entire world.

“Ready?” he whispers.

The word flutters over my lips on a breath, “Yes.”

Ethan’s eyes are focused on my face as he pushes inside me. There’s a sharp pinch, and the moment I flinch, he stops.

“Don’t stop.” I wrap my arms around his back, my hands finding the indents above his butt. He pushes in another inch, making the pinch return. “Go fast. Please.”

Ethan searches my eyes for something, then his hips move, filling me in one long thrust. The pain is sudden and sharp, ripping a gasp from me.

He brings a hand to my face, caressing my cheek while his eyes capture mine. “You okay?”

I nod quickly. “If I didn’t know any better, I’d think you just took my virginity.”

His lips curve up. “To me, I did, baby. This is your first time.”

Emotion rushes through me, making tears burn in my eyes. “I like that.” Ethan’s my first.

He pulls out before pushing back inside me, the discomfort not as intense this time. I feel every inch of him, stretching and filling me.

Lowering his head until we’re sharing the same air, he whispers, “Fuck, the way you wrap around me… it’s perfect.”

Digging my heels into the bed, I slowly move my hips, drawing a groan from him. His features tense, his teeth clenching, and knowing I’m responsible for the look of ecstasy on his face, makes me feel powerful.

Ethan’s the source of my strength, the solid foundation beneath my feet, the glue holding all my pieces together.

Without Ethan, I wouldn’t be here conquering the last of my fear and finding the closure I needed.

Chapter 31

ETHAN

I grab hold of Finlay’s hip to stop her from moving, my voice hoarse from how tight she’s gripping my cock as I groan, “You keep doing that, I’m not going to last longer than a minute.”

The little temptress chuckles while swiveling her hips again.

I drop my forehead to hers. “Fuck, you’re so tight.”

I knew it would be mindblowing being inside her, but this… this is just fucking nirvana. My body trembles from the effort it’s taking to not lose control.

I pull out, Finlay’s slick heat squeezing the fuck out of my cock. Pushing back inside her, I shudder, the pleasure already too intense.

“Christ,” I grind out between clenched teeth.

Then she fucking spreads her legs wider, lift her butt, and I sink deeper, my balls hitting her ass.

“Holy fucking shit.” I swear I see stars. “Babe.” I fight for control. “Fuck.”

“Move,” she gasps, her features tight with a pleading look.

My fingers dig into her hip, and with our breaths mingling and my eyes locked on hers, I start to thrust into her. My control vanishes like mist before the sun, and I’m unable to keep a slow pace.

Finlay’s hips lift with every thrust, our rhythm one hundred percent in sync. Letting go of her side, I move my hand beneath her ass, gripping the firm skin. Feeling her clench with every thrust is so fucking hot, it rips a growl from my chest.

Suddenly, her inner walls choke the ever-loving life out of my cock. Her body pushes off the bed, pressing hard into mine. Finlay’s mouth opens, and the sweetest whimper falls over her lips as she’s swept away by ecstasy.

So fucking beautiful.

Gripping her ass tighter, I drive into her, sinking as deep as her body will let me. Her pleasure vibrates into my body, it zaps down my spine, fucking electrifies my balls, and makes my cock swell until I explode.

The groan ripped from me sounds painful, the intense orgasm making me almost grind my teeth to dust. My vision blurs, my lungs unable to function. I swear my heart stops beating and time freezes as I come inside the woman who’s laid claim to my soul.