With one hand I slowly guide my cock to her lips, and with the other, I caress the soft dark hair on the top of her head. My eyes never leave her face and watching my dick appear and then disappear between her soft lips starts becoming too much, and the pending release, I feel in my toes as it snakes up my legs and into my balls.
I pull my cock free, holding Paige away while I try to breathe and hold it off because when I come, I want to be deep inside of Paige.
She knows it too.
Staying on her knees she turns and spreads out over the lower part of the bed, her ass right there, her legs spread waiting for me. I don’t spend as much time as I’d like staring at her in this position because my balls ache and my cock is harder than it’s ever been.
r /> Kneeling behind her, I lean over and kiss the base of her spine and work my way up to the nape of her neck. “You are absolutely gorgeous.” I’m so hard that I don’t need to use my hand to align, I just thrust into the wet warmth of Paige. Her walls are swollen with arousal and the moment I hit her cervix, she pulsates strongly, tugging my waiting release out and into her own body. She writhes, her face buried into the quilt, her hands gripping it for dear life while she moans between mumbled shouts of my name.
“Oh,” she laughs. “I feel as though I’m floating on a cloud.”
Slowly sliding free, I help her onto the bed, crawling up with her. I collapse on my side while I try and catch my breath. I capture her wondering hand as she caresses my chest, subtly dipping lower and lower toward my semi hard cock.
“I’ve gone from no sex at all, to being unable to keep my dick in my pants.”
Paige giggles. “Well, I’ve gone from no sex to unable to keep my panties on.”
“I won’t complaining about that, in fact, I wouldn’t mind if you didn’t wear any.” I wiggle my brows. “Just think, I could give you an orgasm under the table at dinner and no one would have a clue.”
“Ugh, I’ve unleashed a monster.” She rolls half on top of me, her head on my shoulder and she slings a leg over mine.
“Be careful where that knee lands.” I wince.
“I won’t harm the goods, don’t worry.” Sighing softly as she nuzzles into my neck, she asks, “Are we really doing this Seth? And are you sure you’re okay having me live with you while my cousins are here?”
I gently cup her face into my hands, rolling her onto her side so that we’re face-to-face. “We are doing this, and I don’t give a shit who we are living with as long as you’re with me. It could be your dads, Paige. It wouldn’t bother me because I’d have you in my arms and in my life.” I kiss her forehead. “We have each other.”
Paige traces my lips with a delicate fingertip before she takes one of my hands and places the palm just under her breast. “You’re in my heart Seth. I love you. I love you so much, which is why your indifference hurt as much as it did. It’s why I feel comfortable being naked with you.” Tears appear on her lashes and I find that I’m struggling to keep my own from overflowing, when she continues, “You’ve seen me at my absolute worst, and yet you still love me. You know I can never give you children, but you love me. How can I not love you Seth? I love how caring you are. I love how you look at me as though I’m the only woman you see. I love talking to you. I love how you touch me. I love how you are with my family. I love everything about you Seth Reynolds.”
Words completely escape me, so I wrap her tightly in my arms.
62
Paige
Sipping from my steaming mug of coffee, I watch my cousin Jaxon making scrambled eggs and toast for dinner. He’d arrived earlier with Dylan, and after a scowl for a greeting, he’d disappeared into his bedroom for a couple of hours. Jaxon is one of my more laid back cousins, so it bothers me to think that he doesn’t want me here.
He keeps giving me the side-eyes while he’s mixing the eggs. He’s of medium height, with short dark hair, and I know his smile makes the girls swoon. He has a dimple and apparently that makes him all the more cute. I don’t see it, but then again he’s my cousin, like a brother, so I guess it would be weird if I did. Rachel and Alex quickly flicker through my mind, but then I catch a hard look from Jaxon again, and I’ve had enough. “What?” I snap. “You’ve been giving me the stink eye since you arrived. Why? Don’t you want me here?” I don’t quite keep the tears out of my voice.
He turns off the heat and sets the pan to the back burner before he slowly moves over to me. “I might be younger than you, but you’re like a sister to me and it feels weird having you living here with Seth, okay. I like the guy, and he took care of you when you needed it, but it’s just damn weird.”
“I love him.” I reach for his hand and he envelopes mine gently. “I love you, too Jaxon.”
“Geez, Paige. You know how to bring a grown man to tears,” he grumbles.
So I tease as I see him struggling for control, “You’re not twenty-one yet, so still a boy.” I grin. “A boy with dimples.” I rough his hair up and get a glare in return.
He sighs and to my surprise, stands and pulls me into his arms, holding me tight. Neither of us say anything and I just cling to him as hard as he is me.
“I love you, Paige,” he admits, his voice hoarse. “I don’t think I’ve ever told you that.” He kisses the top of my head. “I hate myself for not knowing you were sick. I was here with you. I should have known something was wrong.”
I shake my head and look up at my cousin, his guilt clear as day on his face. I cup his face in my trembling hands. “Don’t you dare feel guilty for not knowing. I hid it well because I didn’t want anyone to know. If there is anyone to blame, then blame me. I’m the one who kept it a secret…and as soon as everyone knew, you were there at the hospital. I know I was pretty out of it when you came to see me, but I knew you were there. I heard you talking to me. You told me you’d get me Starbucks for a year if I got my ass out of the bed and started fighting.”
He groans. “Trust you to remember that part.” He smiles and brushes my hair back from my face. “I said other stuff too.”
“I know.” I rest my head against his chest, enjoying holding him. “I think I heard you telling me you had the hots for—”
“Do not say another word.” He glares, and I grin beneath the large hand covering my mouth.