Love in Game (De La Fuente Family 6)
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Her eyes widen and she shakes her head. “I didn’t say that.”
“Blake did, and you didn’t disagree with him, and we’d already talked about that.” I drop my forehead to hers. “I have to go back and my plan was, is, to find us somewhere else to live. Somewhere quieter with a park close by. I hated the thought of leaving you, but I didn’t want you coming with me and hating it enough that you’d leave me. That’s why I pulled back, because I figured it would be easier for me. I’m an asshole, and I’m so damn sorry, Felicity.”
Leaning forward, I kiss her lips. “Please forgive me.” Tilting my head for a better angle, I seal our lips together in a kiss so carnal that I feel I’m about to explode in pure joy. The subtle shifting of Felicity’s hips against my aching erection tells me all I need to know.
Breaking from the kiss, I whisper, “I love you. I’m yours, baby.” Spreading kisses down her neck and over her collarbone, I quickly remove her nightshirt and kick my sweats off. “I’ve missed you so damn much this past week. It killed me to keep you at a distance.”
Her fingers thread through my hair and cupping the back of my head, she tips my face to meet her gaze. “I love you too. The distance wouldn’t have hurt so much if I didn’t.”
“I know, baby.” I nuzzle between her breasts and cupping one, I pinch and rub the bud of a nipple. I capture the other with my lips, massaging it with the bridge of my mouth. Her body shudders and when her legs wrap around me, I rub my hard shaft between the lips of her pussy. Her arousal coats the le
ngth of me, setting off a trembling in my legs.
The sharp tug on my hair has my mouth hovering above hers, a breath away from sealing them together.
“Inside me…I ache, Kasey.” She arches her pelvis against mine, causing my eyes to cross at the pressure against my shaft.
Panting for breath, I rise, and grabbing hold of myself, guide it home. My breath catches at the back of my throat at the feel of her silken walls clasping along me, trying to suck me inside of her. “Amazing,” I mumble, and shiver when her fingers dig into my ass.
“You like that,” she comments as she does it again with her fingers. “I feel you,” she groans. “When I dig my fingers in, you harden and jerk. It’s like a livewire straight to your dick.”
Bursting out laughing, I drop and completely surround her, my hands holding her head still. “You’re the livewire straight to my dick.” Sealing our lips together, I take everything she’s offering and more.
Our bodies rock together and the harder I thrust, the wetter she gets. I feel like my balls are about to explode and the air I breathe is hot and heavy.
Felicity reaches above her head, shoving her fabulous tits into my face as she arches, but before I can latch onto them with my mouth, her legs slide down my thighs, her feet between my legs and she arches. Her vaginal muscles clench so tightly around me that I see stars as my release shoots out of my cock in large bursts. Felicity’s orgasm grabs ahold of me, pulsing and milking me dry. With one last release, I collapse against her, rolling so that I don’t crush her.
I keep her thigh against my hip so that I can stay buried snug inside the heat and the pulsing warmth that belongs to only me.
Minutes go by while we catch our breath and I slowly slip free before I make love to her all over again. It’s what I crave, but she’s tired and I want her to sleep.
Tugging the cover over us, I brush the hair back from her face, and kiss her nose. “Sleep, baby.”
She settles against me, and asks, “What time do we leave?” causing my heart to drop to my feet.
Closing my eyes, I admit, “I still want you to stay here. That hasn’t changed and neither has New York. It’s still the place you hate. I want you happy.” I kiss her forehead, holding her tightly against my chest. “I’ll miss you so much, but I can’t take you with me right now knowing how much you’ll hate the place.”
Her eyes swim with unshed tears as she meets my gaze. “I want to be with you.” She searches my eyes and very slowly a tear runs down her cheek. I reach out to capture it, but she moves her face away.
Pulling out of my arms, she turns away and moves to the edge of the bed, her sadness is palpable in the room.
“Felicity, babe…Please don’t be like this, especially when I have to leave in the morning.” I reach out and touch her back, but she rejects my touch.
I sigh and roll to my back wondering how the hell I can make this right.
Take her with you.
I want to take her, but I’m terrified that she’ll hate being alone all day, every day, and that she’ll be miserable.
She’s already miserable.
“Felicity, I love you,” I whisper the words from my heart, but they go ignored.
Tears well in my eyes at the hopelessness of the situation, and for once in my life I want to say to hell with my contract and walk away from it. Felicity means more to me than hockey, which has been my life until I met her.
You wouldn’t have to if you took her with you…
“Fuck!” I jump out of bed and pull sweats and a shirt on. There’s no way I can sleep knowing the woman I love more than anyone or anything is upset at being left behind, even when I’m doing that for her. Why can’t she see that I just want her happy? It would kill me knowing how unhappy she is in New York.