As a blood drinker, she would have to sleep by day with me, and therefore we would both be at the mercy of those who transported the sarcophagi.
In my pain, I could not imagine it.
I could not take all the steps necessary. Indeed, it seemed suddenly that I could think of nothing, and shaking my head, I tried to prevent her from embracing me, from frightening herself all the more by embracing me and feeling the stiff dried creature that I had become.
"Give me the Blood," she said again with urgency. "You have the strength to do it, don't you, my lord? And, then I shall bring here all the victims you require! I saw the change in Amadeo afterwards. He didn't have to show me. I will be that strong, will I not? Answer me, Marius. Or tell me, tell me how else I may cure you, or heal you, or bring you comfort in this suffering that I see. "
I could say nothing. I was trembling with desire for her, with anger at her youth ¡ª at the conspiracy of her and Amadeo against me that he had told her ¡ª and consumed with desire for her here and now.
Never had she seemed more alive, more purely human, more utterly natural in her rosy beauty ¡ª a thing not to be despoiled.
She settled back as if she knew that she had pushed me a little too hard. Her voice came softer, yet still insistent.
"Tell me again the story of your years," she said, her eyes blazing. "Tell me again of how it was that Venice did not exist or Florence either when you were already Marius, tell me this story once more. "
I went for her.
She couldn't have escaped.
In fact I think that she tried to escape. Surely she screamed.
No one outside heard her. I had her too quickly for that, and we were too deep in the golden room.
Pushing the mask aside and covering her eyes with my left hand, I sank my teeth into her throat, and her blood came into me in a rush. Her heart pounded faster and faster. And just before it made to stop I drew back from her, shaking her violently and crying out against her ear
"Bianca, wake!"
At once I slashed my tight dried wrist until I saw the seam of blood and this I forced across her open mouth against her tongue.
I heard her hiss and then she clamped her mouth, only to moan hungrily. I drew
back the burnt unyielding flesh and cut it open once again for her.
Oh, it was not enough for her¡ªI was too burnt, too weak¡ªand all the while her blood went on a rampage through me, forcing its way into the collapsed and burnt cells that had once been alive.
Again and again I cut my twisted bony wrist and forced it against her mouth, but it was useless.
She was dying! And all the blood she'd given me had been devoured.
Oh, this was monstrous. I couldn't endure it¡ªno, not to see the life of my Bianca snuffed out like one small candle. I should go screaming mad.
At once I stumbled up the stone steps, not caring what my pain or weakness, forging my mind and heart together, and rising up, I opened the bronze door.
Once at the head of the steps above the quais I called to her boatman:
"Hurry," and then went back inside that he should follow me, which he did.
Not one second after he entered the house did I fall upon the poor unfortunate innocent and drink all the blood from him, and then, scarce able to breathe for the comfort and soothing pleasure it gave me, I made my way back to the golden room, to find her where I had left her, dying still, at the foot of the stairs.
"Here now, Bianca, drink, for I have more blood to give," I said against her ear, my cut wrist on her tongue once more. This time the blood flowed from it, scarce a deluge but what she must have and her mouth closed over the fount and she began to pull against my heart.
"Yes, drink, my Bianca, my sweet Bianca," I said, and she in her sighs answered me.
The Blood had imprisoned her tender heart.
The night's dark journey had only begun. I could not send her in search of victims! The magic in her was scarce complete.
Bent over like a hunchback in my weakness, I carried her put and into the gondola, each step achingly painful, my movements slow and unsure.