Bad Seed

CHAPTER 5

CINDY

“Mommy! Watch!”

I looked after my daughter as she rode her bike up and down the street in front of the house. Her hair was blowing in the wind, and there was a bright smile on her face. Every day that passed by, she looked more and more like her father with his broad smile, his twinkling eyes and his strong jawline. She even had his build, strong shoulders and long legs. She was going to be a tall one, beautiful and strong.

Two of the many things that drew me to her father when we’d first met.

The day was beautiful. The sun was out, and the birds were chirping. I was trying to enjoy it as Lily giggled on her bike but pushing thoughts of my late husband away was hard sometimes. Every day brought a new experience with Lily that I wished he was there to see. Her first day of kindergarten, riding her bike, learning how to read, and writing her name for the first time by herself.

“Mommy! Are you watching?”

“I’m watching, booger. You look awesome,” I said.

I heard a door open, and I whipped my head around. Lily stopped on her bike as the two of us watched my neighbor come out of his home. His hard demeanor kept his shoulders taut and his stance rigid. His entire body emanated tension. His hands were in fists at his sides, and his face was sunken with displeasure.

He was picking up his mail, and Lily couldn’t stop staring at him.

He was the one everyone was talking about, and the more I heard him mentioned, the more skewed the rumors became. New ones seemed to pop up every single day about him, and his silent and cold attitude wasn’t helping things. But I had seen something in his eyes that told a different story than the one the set of his jaw did.

It made me hold my breath when he’d dropped that package off on my porch the other day. There was so much more behind those eyes than a cold, hard man. He definitely had a wall up, but it wasn’t because he was angry.

It was because he had been utterly devastated. I knew that look firsthand.

I waved at him, trying to be as friendly as possible. He stopped in the middle of his driveway, his hand clenching his mail in his fist. His eyes connected with mine, and for a moment, I felt let in again. I caught the slightest glimpse of pain before his eyes hardened again, and he continued up his driveway.

He didn’t bother to wave back, and I didn’t hold that against him.

I watched him all the way back to his house. Lily was back to riding her bike up and down the road, but my attention wasn’t on her. I studied my neighbor’s rigid stance as he made his way back into his house, slamming the door behind him on the way in.

He did put up a good act, but he wasn’t fooling me.

“Cindy!”

I whipped my head around at the sound of my name as a car made its way into my driveway.

“Uncle Paul!”

Lily dropped her bike into the grass and went running for the man stepping out of the car.

“Oh, how’s my little Lilypad?” Paul asked. “Have you grown? You look four inches taller.”

“No,” Lily said with a giggle. “I’m only half an inch taller.”

“Half an inch! If you don’t stop growing, you’ll be as big as a beanstalk!” Paul said.

I stood on the porch and watched as Paul tickled my daughter’s stomach. I’d known he would be by eventually. Paul and Bradley had gone through basic together. Paul became a military police officer, and Bradley found his niche with cyber security and coding. They were the best of friends when I’d met Bradley. Paul had been his wingman at the bar we’d met at that night. When we had Lily, it was a no-brainer as to who we wanted to be her godfather, and through every struggle we battled with her, Paul was there to help.

Paul even came back from a deployment early to help me arrange Bradley’s funeral. Now he was back for good, having run out his t

ime in the military and taken a job with the Bend Police Department.

“Glad to see you back,” Paul said.

He wrapped me up in his arms, and I hugged him close.

“It’s good to be back, however bittersweet it might be,” I said.