“I want to fuck you, Bella. Tell me you want that.” He pushed his fingers deeper as if showing me right where he wanted to be.
“I do. Please, put it in me.” I needed him to fill me up and stretch my walls with his thick member. I loved the way it felt inside me, and he was the only person who could make me come so good. Sex with Gavin had been lackluster at best.
He pulled his fingers free and centered himself, his bulbous head pressing hard against me before he nudged it in. The thick rim of his cock popped inside me, stroking against my tender spot and causing me to moan with pleasure.
I could be as loud as I wanted with the only staff staying put inside their quarters through the storm and Kayla and Rick gone. Reed cupped my breasts and kissed my pebbled nipples, taking special care to give them each equal attention. He pulled away, and found my mouth and kissed me hard. He trailed his tongue down and around up my jawline and to my ear where his breath gave me chills as his cock pumped me steady. All of his mouth work tingled in my mound as he ground against it.
I could feel that he was close to coming and I knew that I should ask him to pull out but I couldn’t. He felt so damn good inside me and a primal part of me
wanted him to fill me up. I was two days off my pill and knew it wasn’t safe, but I still couldn’t bring myself to stop him.
Instead, I wrapped my legs tighter around his waist and pushed my heels into his muscular ass, forcing him even deeper. He groaned out loud and buried himself to the hilt inside me and it was the most intense pleasure I’d ever felt.
“Oh God Bella, you are so fucking amazing,” he panted as he thrust.
Before I could say anything in response, Reed threw his head back and roared loudly as he emptied himself deep inside me. The feeling of his cum filling me so much that it flowed back out of me with him still inside, caused me to clench and scream out as a powerful orgasm shook me.
Reed collapsed on top of me and we stayed like that until our breathing slowed and our hearts stopped hammering in our ears. When he finally rolled away from me and I realized what had happened, I started to panic.
He must have seen the look on my face, because he propped himself up on his elbow and looked down at me, concern in his eyes. “Bella are you ok?”
I slowly shook my head. “We shouldn’t have done that. I should’ve made you pull out,” she said.
“I thought you said you were on the pill?” he asked.
“I was, but I didn’t bring it with me. It’s been two days. It wasn’t like I expected any of this to happen so I didn’t think I needed it.”
I looked up at him and could have sworn that I saw something that looked like hope cross his face, but it was gone as quickly as it had come. What was that about?
“Listen Bella,” he started. “I know you didn’t expect this, and neither did I, but is it really that awful? I mean, if I’m being honest, I want more with you.”
I sat up and looked at him, the reminder of what we’d just done spilling down my leg. “More?” I asked. “I don’t know how that would even work, Reed. We live thousands of miles apart and have totally different lives. Plus, you know I just got out of an engagement. I’m not sure I’m ready for more.”
The truth was, however, that my emotions were at war inside me. Part of me knew that it was way too soon to consider committing myself to anyone. Another part of me, though, felt that Reed was different, and wanted to know if we could be more. The confusion was almost too much to bear.
CHAPTER TWELVE - REED
Bella and I had talked for almost an hour after our last encounter and I could actually see her internal struggle. I felt she wanted to be with me as much as I wanted to be with her, and all I needed was a little time to convince her that I wasn’t Gavin. I’d tell her all about the inheritance and the stipulation as soon as possible, but first, I’d solidify our relationship. I didn’t have time to do things the other way around. Time was too precious, too valuable. If I hadn’t been certain I’d have not gambled with her, but I’d never lost a bet before, and I was betting on us.
Or maybe I wouldn’t have to tell her anything at all. I realized now that I was starting to fall for this woman. What had started as a means to an end to get at my father’s money was turning into something else completely. Even if I wasn’t starting to have real feelings for her, I would have taken care of her and any baby anyway, but now I was starting to actually see a future here. I could see Bella with our child and us actually being happy. I could have the best of both worlds, and I was starting to think that I wanted just that.
What the fuck was happening to me?
She fell asleep in my arms and my gaze wandered down her body, nice and slowly, to her perfect breasts and down to her flat little tummy that I would make big and round with my child, and then below to the perfect little cleft. I loved that she kept it completely bare and my tongue and cock appreciated how slippery her little pussy was because of it.
I wondered if she kept it that way for her last lover and decided to keep encouraging it. It was perfect. She was perfect. Everything was happening so fast, that it almost seemed like fate had intervened.
I ran my hand through her soft hair to pull it away from her face, and then sometime after fell asleep.
I woke in the morning with her gone from the bed. I got up and heard water trickling in the bathroom. The door was open, so I walked over and peeked inside. She was in the tub, with the water on and bubbles all around, her hair bundled up high with tiny tendrils hanging down. Her bright eyes widened even more as she saw me standing there.
“Door was open.”
“I’ve always wanted a claw foot tub. I figured I better enjoy it while I can, but the water keeps getting cold, and my bubbles are dying too quickly.”
“You have to agitate the water.” I put my hand in and swished it around, creating a few subs.
“If I keep doing that I’ll never relax.” She lay back and bent her knees. I leaned over for a kiss, and she met my eyes as if she had a lot on her mind. “I’m going to walk around and take some photographs of your yard today.”