5 Bikers for Valentines

“Care for another?” he asked.

“Sure. I could go for one more,” I said.

I could feel my body loosening up a bit as the iron walls of my mind slowly came inching down. I snuggled deeper into the cushions but, as Evan sat even closer to me, my body went on high alert.

Part of me wanted to run, but another, larger, part of me wanted to lean into him.

“What did you do?” I asked. “When you were working, that is.”

“I.T.,” he said.

“Ah, so you’re a tech guy.”

“Of sorts,” he said, shrugging.

“Did you enjoy it?”

“A great deal, yes,” he said.

“Do you think you’ll ever go back to it?”

“Nope.”

“Why not?” I asked.

His eyes quickly flickered in my direction before he settled farther back into the couch with me.

“It’s just a part of my life that’s done,” he said. “Time to move forward.”

“I wish I was good at that.”

“What?”

“Moving forward,” I said.

His head slowly turned toward me and I could feel his gaze boring into the side of my face. I’d opened the door a crack and now I waited for him to want to peek inside.

“What keeps you from moving forward?” he asked.

I turned my gaze toward his and felt rooted to my seat by his

eyes. I could see them more clearly now, and they were just beautiful. The dark brown was peppered with flecks of gold, lending a brightness to his face. My uneasiness was slowly beginning to dissipate.

“Well, right now? Those eyes of yours,” I said.

“My eyes?” he asked.

“They’re beautiful. And very intense. It’s hard to move beneath your gaze,” I said.

I brought my beer to my lips as I settled my sights back onto the fire. Whatever in the world had possessed me to say that to him? Though he had been nothing but hospitable to me the past two days, I still didn’t really know this man. Yet, I had just opened up to him more than I’d opened up to any guy in four damn years. Suddenly, I felt exposed.

“Well, thank you for the beers,” I said, breathlessly.

I stood up from the couch and felt Evan’s eyes follow my movements.

“I need to check in on my dad,” I said as Evan continued to sit silently studying me.

I set my beer on the coffee table and quickly made my way to the hallway. Once inside the bedroom, I closed and locked the door behind me and flopped down onto the bed. My emotions were at war inside me and I wasn’t quite sure what to make of it all.