“I want to lose my virginity to both of you.”
Their eyes widen, not in shock or dismay, certainly with a little surprise—but most of all with excitement.
Madden gives me a wicked dimpled grin. “I always knew you were a wild one. Such a naughty girl.”
I bite my lip, his words making my pussy throb. I guess I am.
Tristan chuckles softly, shaking his head, but his eyes gleam with pleasure and desire. “I think we can do that.”
My eyebrows fly up as I glance back and forth between them. They seem totally on board. Maybe they aren’t clear on what I mean. I know I need to make sure they understand what I’m saying.
I take both their hands in mine. “You both told me yesterday that you care about me, deeply. I need you both to know that I feel the same way.” I pause, looking into their eyes in turn.
“I’m in love with you both. My heart belongs to both of you. I’ve been torn apart trying to figure out how to choose between you. And that’s because I can’t. I love you both. I want you both. I need you both.”
Then the ultimate question. “Are you willing to share?”
I hold my breath. This moment could mean everything.
They look at me, then at each other as a long minute draws out, the silence and tension making me crazy.
“Share you how?” Tristan says carefully.
“Yeah,” Madden pipes in. “Like in the kitchen?”
I shake my head. “Not just like that. I told you I want to lose my virginity to both of you. But it’s more than that. I want to choose you both. For so much more. I want to be with you—both of you. If you can do that. If you’re willing to share. Because my heart belongs to both of you. I want my body to belong to both of you, too. But I need to know that you are willing to share me in every way.”
Tristan’s eyes blaze with hungry need, and Madden radiates an energy that is consuming.
They look at each other again, and my stomach does a series of flips that would put an Olympic gymnast to shame. I love them both so much. I can’t bear the thought of losing either of them.
This moment could change everything.
Looking back at me, they both answer the same time.
“Yes.”
Megan
Their smiles are everything I need right now.
I never thought it’d get to this, you know? Nothing happened the way it was supposed to, and I ended up falling not for one, but for two men. The two most handsome and charming men I’ve ever met. And you know what? I couldn’t be any happier that things happened exactly the way they did.
I’m not a big believer in fate or destiny, but I can’t help but think that this was meant to be. I was meant to love them both, and I was meant to be shared by them.
Yes, this is my destiny.
“I love you,” I tell them, the words feeling like honey over my tongue.
“I love you too,” they say in one voice; exchanging a quick glance, they smile at each other and then close the distance between them and me. I feel my heart tightening up inside my chest as they press their bodies against mine, and I almost pass out from the anticipation that’s building up inside me right now. You know when people say they have butterflies in their stomachs? Right now I feel like I have a swarm of wasps inside of me, stinging my flesh and making me burn from the inside out.
“I want it to happen… And I want it to happen with the two of you,” I continue, looking from one to the other, my heart drumming at a rhythm of happiness and certainty. This is it, the moment of truth.
“Are you sure?” Tristan asks me, caressing my face with the back of his hand and tucking a lock of hair over my ear. I just smile at him and, without saying a word, I just nod.
“You said you wanted it to be perfect,” I find myself saying, remembering what he told me the last time we were together. “This is perfection, being here with the two of you.”
His smile widens as he hears me say it, and I realize that I’ve never been so sure of anything in my life.