“So, just calling it a day, huh?”
“That’s right,” I nod, every single muscle in my body aching. Sweet mercy, I think I could just lean against the wall and fall asleep right here.
“Right, fair enough. But if you change your mind, me and some of the staff will meet at The Ensemble for drinks.”
“Gotcha,” I tell her before I march straight into the locker rooms.
That went well—usually, Mary doesn’t give up this easily. I guess she’s growing tired of having to drag me everywhere.
Well, goes both ways. I’m also tired of having Mary egging me all the time, trying to have me go on dates and whatnot. Sure, I don’t have a man in my life…but it’s not like I need one.
Look, I’m not a bore, alright? I’m just driven. Being a cardiac surgeon at twenty-eight isn’t an easy feat, and I studied hard to get here.
I intend to keep on working hard so that I’m the best at what I do. What can I say? I’m an ambitious young woman.
I never bought into the notion that success was something reserved for men, and I made sure to carve out my own path in life. That’s how you get an apartment at The Bradford at twenty-eight—by working your ass off and being the very best at what you do.
Getting out of my ruined scrubs, I then step under the shower and close my eyes, allowing both my body and mind to unwind from a hard day’s work. By the time I’ve finished showering and changed into my clothes, I actually feel so much better. Maybe I can still read a few medical studies before calling it a day?
As I get out of the hospital and start walking toward the cab I’ve already hailed, I feel so wired up that I have to resist the urge to simply turn back and pick up an extra shift.
“Where to?” The cab driver, an old balding man with an easy smile, asks me.
“The Ensemble,” I find myself saying.
Wait—fuck, what the hell am I doing? Is my brain so exhausted that it has stopped working rationally?
What the hell am I gonna do at The Ensemble? Drink like all the others, wake up with a terrible hangover, and waste tomorrow?
“The Ensemble it is,” the driver nods, and then he drives off.
Oh, what the hell. It’s not like a single night is going to ruin my life. Besides, Mary’s right: I work way too hard for way too long. Maybe a night of drinks will do me some good.
By the time the cab stops in front of The Ensemble, a small jazz bar everyone at the hospital seems to love, I’ve already reconsidered turning back and going home a thousand times. But I’m not a quitter, so I just pay the driver and step out of the car. Well, at least I have a nice dress on and won’t look like a dork.
Hurrying toward the bar so that I can escape the cold Manhattan breeze, I step inside. I was expecting to hear a chorus of drunken nurses and doctors, but the place is almost deserted. There are only a few couples sprinkled here and there in the dimly lit room, and they’re all talking in hushed tones.
Just great. The day I decide to meet Mary and the rest of the guys for drinks, it’s the day they decide to go somewhere else.
Sighing, I sit by the counter and take my phone out of my purse. I’m about to call Mary when a deep voice interrupts my train of thought.
“So, he bailed on you?”
“What?” I ask, raising my gaze to meet the hottest bartender I have ever seen. Impeccably dressed in an immaculate white shirt, unbuttoned at the top, he looks like he just stepped out of a billboard ad.
His hair is tousled, but carefully arranged at the same time, and there’s an easy smile on his lips. Taller than me, he has the kind of body that makes me believe he could easily throw me over his shoulder and carry me into his bedroom for a good session of—
Stop right there, Sam! I admonish myself, trying to get my mind out of the gutter. Not an easy thing, if we take into account that I haven’t had sex for…oh, I don’t even know.
“Did he bail on you?” he repeats.
“Who?”
“Your date.”
“Oh…no,” I start, feeling warm blood rushing to my cheeks. “I’m not here on a date.”
He smiles then, a glint on his eyes, and my heart goes wild.