“You didn’t do anything wrong.” He shifts and moves me with him. I’m back to straddling him while he’s leaning against the headboard. “I don’t want to take advantage of you.”
“What if I want you to take advantage of me?” He closes his eyes at my response, then takes a deep breath.
“I’m trying to do what’s right.”
“You don’t want me anymore. I get it. Fine. I’ll leave.” I fight back tears. I should be used to this. People always change their minds, and I’m left behind. This is nothing new.
When I try to push away from him, I don’t even get an inch of space between us. His hands grip my hips, keeping me in place.
“I never said you could go anywhere.” A darkness I’ve never seen from him rises to the surface. “I meant I was going to give you time to get used to me. I don’t want you giving me this gift because you feel you have to. That you owe it to me.”
I melt against him because of course that makes more sense. “I’m sorry,” I whisper. “I never should have doubted you.”
“You’re killing me, angel. Fuck, I love that you don’t doubt me, but you’re far too trusting with other people. That’s another thing I’m going to have to teach you. I’m never going to give you a reason to doubt me, and I’ll earn your trust. Even if you already do.”
“How can you say things to me like that and not want me to have sex with you?” A deep sexy chuckle comes from him, and the sound rumbles through my body. I push my sex down onto his erection, and he instantly stops laughing. “Sorry.”
“I warned you about the sorries,” he reminds me.
“Okay, then I’m not sorry.” I wiggle on his cock. “How much does a virginity go for?”
“Far more than Sherman paid, I can tell you that.” I see his anger start to come back, and as sexy as he looks pissed off, I enjoy him turned on more.
“How much would you give me to suck your cock?” Curt’s fingers dig into my hips in an unbreakable hold, and his cock jerks against me. “I’ve never done that before either. It would be another first for me.”
I lick my lips, and Curt’s eyes widen. I know I’ve shocked him and that had been the plan, but now I’m the one shocked by my body’s reaction to thinking about him paying for me. There’s something wrong with my vagina, but I could care less.
I want to make Curt snap, and I want to get him to claim me in every way. I don’t want to wait, and I’m willing to do whatever I need so that happens.
Right now.
Twelve
CURT
The little smile she gives me is going to bring me to my knees. How can I tell her no when she looks at me with those big doe eyes?
Her hands move down my bare chest as she starts to slide off my lap. “Demi,” I warn, but she smiles innocently.
“I’m only going to look. I’ve never seen one before.”
I have to close my eyes because I’m pretty sure all the blood in my body rushed to my cock. I nod and swallow hard, doing what I can to keep myself in check.
Her fingers go to the buttons on my pants, and I lift my hips a little and help her push them down. When I’m sitting there in only my boxer briefs, her eyes widen at the bulge and how most of the head is coming out of the top.
She licks her lips, and my cock throbs in invitation. Damn my dick and how it’s ruling every thought I have right now.
When she reaches for the band of my boxers, I grab her wrist until she looks up at me. “You don’t have to do this.”
“I know.” She smiles so damn sweetly, cum leaks out of the tip.
I can still smell her on me, and it’s making me so hard it hurts. Reaching down, I pull her shirt the rest of the way off so she’s completely naked. Then I lift once more as she pulls my boxer briefs off of me, and we’re both stripped bare.
“You really are an angel,” I say as my eyes travel over her body.
Without hesitating, she bends down and takes my cock into her mouth. I cry out at the shock and the heat of her tongue as she licks over the tip. She’s so fucking eager, and it’s like electricity is going straight to my dick.
“Angel.” My head falls back against the headboard, making a loud thud as she sucks me farther into her mouth. “Fuck!” My hands go to her hair, and I don’t mean to hold her still, but I’m dying. “You’re going to kill me.”
Her mouth comes off my cock, and she looks up at me with worried eyes. “Am I doing it wrong?”