The Angel's Game (The Cemetery of Forgotten 2) - Page 28

“How much longer do I have?”

“It is difficult to determine exactly. I’d say a year, a year and a half at most.”

His tone clearly implied that this was a more than optimistic prognosis.

“And of that year, or whatever it is, how long do you think I’ll still be able to work and cope on my own?”

“You’re a writer and you work with your brain. Unfortunately that is where the problem is located and where we will first meet limitations.”

“Limitations is not a medical term, doctor.”

“The most likely outcome is that as the disease progresses the symptoms you’ve been experiencing will become more intense and more frequent and after a time you’ll have to be admitted to hospital so that we can take care of you.”

“I won’t be able to write.”

“You won’t even be able to think about writing.”

“How long?”

“I don’t know. Nine or ten months. Perhaps more, perhaps less. I’m very sorry, Señor Martín.”

I nodded and stood up. My hands were shaking and I needed some air.

“Señor Martín, I realize you need time to think about all the things I’ve told you, but it is important that we start your treatment as soon as possible—”

“I can’t die yet, doctor. Not yet. I have things to do. Afterwards I’ll have a whole lifetime in which to die.”

15

That night I went up to the study in the tower and sat at my typewriter, even though I knew that my brain was a blank. The windows were wide open, but Barcelona no longer wanted to tell me anything; I was unable to finish a single page. Anything I did manage to conjure up seemed banal and empty. It was enough to reread my words to understand that they were barely worth the ink with which they’d been typed. I was no longer able to hear the music that issues from a decent piece of prose. Bit by bit, like slow, pleasant poison, the words of Andreas Corelli began to drip into my thoughts.

I still had at least a hundred pages to go for my umpteenth delivery of those comic book adventures that had provided both Barrido and Escobillas with such bulging pockets, but in that moment I knew I was never going to finish it. Ignatius B. Samson had been left lying on the rails in front of that tram, exhausted, his soul bled dry, poured into too many pages that should never have seen the light of day. But before departing he had conveyed to me his last wishes: that I should bury him without any fuss and that, for once in my life, I should have the courage to use my own voice. His legacy to me was his considerable repertoire of smoke and mirrors. And he asked me to let him go, because he had been born to be forgotten.

I took the finished pages of his last novel and set fire to them, sensing that a tombstone was being lifted off me with every page I threw into the flames. A moist, warm breeze blew that night over the rooftops and as it came in through my windows it took with it the ashes of Ignatius B. Samson, scattering them through the streets of the old city, where they would always remain—even if his words were lost forever and his name slipped from the memory of even his most devoted readers.

The following day I turned up at the offices of Barrido & Escobillas. The receptionist was new, almost a child, and didn’t recognize me.

“Your name?”

“Hugo, Victor.”

The receptionist smiled and connected to the switchboard to let Herminia know.

“Doña Herminia, Señor Hugo Victor is here to see Señor Barrido.”

I saw her nod and disconnect the switchboard.

“She says she’ll be right out.”

“Have you been working here long?”

“A week,” the girl replied earnestly.

Unless I was mistaken, she was the eighth receptionist Barrido & Escobillas had employed since the start of the year. The firm’s employees who reported directly to the artful Herminia didn’t last long because as soon as Lady Venom discovered that they had one ounce of common sense more than she had—which happened nine times out of ten—fearing she might be overshadowed, she would accuse them of theft or some other absurd transgression and make a scene until Escobillas kicked them out, threatening them with a hired assassin if they let the cat out of the bag.

“How good to see you, David,” said Lady Venom. “You’re looking very handsome. You seem well.”

“That’s because I was run over by a tram. Is Barrido in?”

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